My Best Friends Brother // Supernatural

Chapter 38

We get to a motel and this time I compel us a nice big joined room, the joined doors are wide open and Sam is going through his things in his room, Deans in the shower "Did you bring any extra blood bags for you?" Sam asks, I stop for a second "I'll take the silence as a no?" He asks peeking his head in "Yeah I brought just the one for the ride, stupidly enough" I say "But I did bring the dress" I say "You packed your hook-up dress and didn't pack blood that keeps the hunger away?" Sam asks "Kind of silly ain't it" I chuckle "What is?" Dean asks walking out of the bathroom fully ready "Your girlfriend has her priorities twisted" Sam replies "My girlfriend? Your best friend" Dean replies, I purse my lips together before going to have my shower while they engage themselves in this conversation

I get ready and walk out of the bathroom, the room is empty but I can hear the guys talking from the other room "You think this hunt will do her good?" Dean asks "I know it will, she's just like us. Sometimes she needs to fight a thing or two to stay alive" Sam replies "I read the book about her kind and it says they can turn it all off. Go full vamp, practically store away their soul" Dean says "Yeah we can, it's like a switch at the back of our mind. It gives us the option to feel it all or nothing, most of my breed falls into the temptation when the transition gets too hard" I say walking into their room, they jump slightly "I can hear everything" I say with a smile, I walk over and sit on Dean lap innocently "So it's true?" Sam asks, I nod "I can feel it, every time something happens it's there. Ash wanted me to turn it all off while I was there, wished it would stop my unstoppable faith that you guys would show up" I say 

"How do you turn it back on?" Sam asks "You have to force it back. According to what I have read usually a forced trauma or watching a loved one go through something like life or death" I say "Did you want to turn it off?" Dean asks "constantly but I was afraid of what I would become if you found me that way, being on edge is already scary. If I didn't care and did something to either one of you I would never come back" I admit "You wouldn't kill us" Sam says "I would've, I wouldn't feel a thing except physical pain. It's like an empty vessel" I shrug "But enough of that, it is almost 10pm and the this town is about to wake up for the night so why don't we get this right started?" I ask "I bet I can take you both down" I say "Of course you can, your body literally heals the liquor away" Dean says, I laugh 

But we leave anyways 

We drive around for a while until we find a club/bar, it's filled enough with college students for us to be able to have some fun with actual fun people. We walk straight to the bar and I compel us some shots, five rounds in and I'm starting to hear the pounding of the hearts a little too much. "let's dance" I yell over the music dragging the boys deeper into the dance floor where we begin to dance around like literal fools, a girl pulls Sammy to the side slightly and they dance off together. I show it to Dean who's looking at me proudly, I pull him closer and we dance together like we always have, his hands on my waist while mine are snaked around his neck. He leans in kissing me softly, he pulls away and makes a face 

"What?" I ask "You're um" He says motioning to my face, I feel my teeth with my tongue and notice I've lost control of my face "Can you get me another drink?" I ask, he nods and walks off. I walk deeper into the dance floor trying to lose sight of Sam, I find a man dancing around "This won't hurt a bit" I compel him, he nods and bends down slightly. I dig my fangs into his neck being careful to not make a mess before pulling away, I wipe my lip "Forget any of this happened" I compel and walk away, I bump into Dean "There you are" He says handing me a cup, I chug it down in one go and put the cup on a random side table, Dean smiles and does the same to his

We continue to dance but being this close to him is driving me crazy, I can hear his heart and everybody else's pounding and pumping blood. I step away from him, I know this time that I'm completely vamped out "I'll be right back" I say walking away, I find another person standing alone. I continue to do this a couple of times without raising suspicions until I feel high on the amount of blood that I am consuming 

"Shh, be really quiet" I compel another girl, I pull her closer and bite into her neck letting her blood pour into my mouth. I push her against the wall aggressively and hold tight, my bite getting bigger, someone pulls me back and I turn around surprised to see the boys looking at me confused, I keep looking between the two of them not knowing what to do. Dean wipes my face softly before guiding me out of the club and into his car, Sam gets in the back seat with me and Dean sits at the front but looking at us 

"What happened?" Sam asks, I'm looking at my bloody hands "The girl, is she okay?" I ask "She's fine, the bite wasn't as big as we thought it was" Dean replies, I nod. Sam grabs onto my bloody hands, I look at him and then at Dean, I can hear their hearts beating rapidly. Showing fear "You're scared of me" I state "No, we're just confused" Sam says, Dean doesn't say anything "What happened?" Dean presses "One moment you were fine and then you kept slipping away from us? And we find you like this?" Dean asks clearly annoyed, his voice raspy the way it is when he tries to control his words "I lost control, being surrounded by people that way. It confused me, I am so fucking hungry" I admit "And I can hear everything, being isolated for that damn long pushed me over the edge" I say 

The boys sigh "Let's go" Dean says turning back around, he drives us back to the motel and I walk ahead of them. I instantly go into the bathroom when we are back at the hotel and stand under the shower letting the blood wash away from me. Dean steps in the shower with me, I'm looking at him confused "It's not a good idea for you to be this close to me right now Dean" I growl "There's no need to growl" He says lifting my face up by the chin softly to look at him "You scared the crap out of me but I trust you" Dean continues, he pulls me closer into a hug and I keep losing control of my face hearing the pumping of his veins is driving me crazy. I remember what his blood tastes like, it's sweet and refreshing unlike any other that I have tasted

We get out of the shower and he gives me one of his shirts to wear knowing how much I love that, I get in bed and Sam walks in "Are you okay?" He asks "I'm fine" I reply without looking at him "You don't have to hide not from me, you know that" Sam says and I nod "We can speak more in the morning" Sam says and walks out, Dean gets into bed with me 

It's silent for a while until he sits up "You're hungry" Dean states "Yes" I say "come here" He says pulling me up, he pulls me into his lap facing him and wrap his arms around my waist "Then feed" He says, I frown "I'm not feeding from you" I say "If you don't kill this hunger it's going to drive you crazy" Dean says, he's looking into my eyes as he leans up to press his lips against mine. I deepen the kiss and he tightens his grip around my waist, I kiss my way down from his lips to his jaw to his neck, I kiss it a couple of times, and I can feel the vein pumping against my lips "Are you sure?" I ask "mhm" He whispers, Dean rests his head on my shoulder 

I bare my fangs and try to bite as softly as a can, a soft gasp escapes his lips as my fangs penetrate his skin. I moan at the taste of his blood, the taste I have been craving since the first time I tasted it. I pull away from his neck licking the last bit of blood pouring from the small holes on his neck, I look into his eyes and a smile is on his lips before kissing me again this time rougher than the last before spinning us both around and placing me on the bed while hovering over me, he kisses me again before making his way down to my neck and chest