My Best Friends Brother // Supernatural

Chapter 26

The next morning, I wake up next to Grayson and regret instantly hits me, I screw my face and groan softly before getting up. I put my clothes back on and look back at a sleeping Grayson on the bed, my shoes are in my hand when I walk out of the room and bump right into Dean. Looking a mess "lucked out?" I ask "uh yeah, and you?" Dean asks "I wouldn't call it luck" I groan, we walk back to our room "is this weird? For you? That I'm going after other girls?" Dean whispers pulling me back before I open the door "is it weird if I said yes?" I ask "no because I feel the same when I see you do it, that's why I do" Dean admits "then maybe we both stop? And we um only see each other without Sam knowing?" I suggest "like uh, exclusive friends?" Dean says with a smirk, he wiggles his eyebrows and I laugh at him "yeah, exclusive friends" I say, I'm still laughing when we walk into the room

The room is packed and Sam is sitting on the table "had a fun night?" Sam asks "fun? Yes, wish I could forget it? Also yes" I say "you left with Grayson didn't you?" He asks, I nod. I have a quick shower, Dean does too and we all get ready to get back on the road. I stay silent for most of the drive

"Are you alive?" Dean asks "yeah, I can't die remember" I complain "why did you sneak off with him anyways?" Dean asks, Sam looks back at me. I'm laying down on the seat with my hand over my eyes "I don't know, he's got a hold on me. We had it good while it lasted and he always knows what to say, it doesn't help that all my emotions are heightened either. It's like when I get jealous or angry, I get vengeful and I can't help it" I admit, I groan loudly "and you Dean? Was the bartender everything you wanted?" I ask sitting up, he glances at me through the rear mirror and his eyes soften slightly "no, the last was much better" he replies, I try to hide my own smile "glad you both had an eventful night" Sam speaks up "I should've listened to you Sammy" I groan wrapping my arms around his shoulders and resting my forehead on his back, he rests his hands on mine "yes, you should've. But you needed to be stupid to understand how bad it was, you do that every single time. You did it with Dean back then, then with Ash when you first broke up, you know before you had to kill him and all" Sam says, I nod against his back

"I learnt my lesson" I whisper "maybe" Sam replies, I put my head up "I hate wasting my time with men who won't treat me right" I whisper "you just haven't found someone who's worth your time" Sam replies, Dean glances at me "you never know" Dean speaks up "what's that supposed to mean?" Sam asks "nothing" Dean replies, I rest my head on Sam again and I can feel his veins pumping blood, I raise my head again and jump back "what's wrong?" Sam asks, I'm looking down at the floor unable to control my face. "Can you make a pitstop?" I ask "why?" Dean asks "what's wrong?" Sam asks again "I seem to have missed a feeding and I didn't realise how loud your um veins are being until we were quiet" I say, they don't know what to say. But I can smell a fresh cut on Dean and his blood smells so sweet, I roll my eyes at the thought of it "yeah you need to stop now" I say

"We're on a highway, you're going to have to hold on a little longer" Dean replies "yes Dean except you have a fresh cut on your upper arm and it's bleeding slightly from that flex you just did the motion I mentioned it" I say, I look up and Sam looks slightly shocked "drink from me" Sam offers his wrist "no" I say "why not?" Sam asks "I don't want to know what your blood tastes like, blood sharing is personal and depending on the tastes I can crave it. I can't" I say "then drink from me"  Dean offers "how is that any different?" Sam asks "she's not with me all the damn time, she's stuck to you everywhere you go, you even share the same bed" Dean replies, I shake my head. I start taking deep breaths and feel my face go back to normal "it's fine, I can wait" I say laying back down on my back, the silence makes their blood so loud "music" I say "what?" Sam asks "music, put music. I can't this silence is so damn loud" I hiss while looking up at ceiling

"Reg" Dean says "what?" I ask "feed from me" he says seriously "Dean no, I can't" I say "plus your driving" I say almost caving, the car comes to a stop and Dean gets in the back seat. Sam is in driver seat and starts driving again "Sam had enough time to get my suitcase" I say "no we didn't" Dean says, Sam glances back at us "I think he's right, you need to feed before you lose yourself completely. The book says that doesn't it? You become less yourself and more monster the hungrier you get" Sam says "I regret giving you that book" I complain "come here" Dean says pulling me closer "where do you prefer it?" He asks seriously, I don't reply. He takes his jacket off "it's fine, really" Dean says offering me his wrist, my face is transforming back and forth. I grab his wrist "this might hurt" I say "nothing I can't handle" Dean replies, I bare my fangs and burry them in the veins of his wrist. I moan softly when his blood pours into my mouth, my eyes roll back slightly at the satisfaction of my hunger but his blood

It's sweeter than I expected, I pull away from his wrist "here" I say biting into mine and offering it to him, he frowns "I don't need that" he says "my breed heels you with our blood. It won't turn you not unless you die with it in your system" I say, Dean frowns but takes my wrist and drinks a little of my blood. He watches as his own wrist heals "that's awesome" Dean says, I'm looking into his beautiful emerald eyes knowing that this meant more to me then he realises. I close my eyes and rest my head on his shoulder "are you high?" Sam teases "feels that way" I whisper feeling tired "you can sleep" Dean whispers opening his arms so I could lay on his chest more comfortably