My Best Friends Brother // Supernatural

Chapter 50

Dean is off somewhere while Sam and I sit opposite from each other "are you going to tell me what wrong?" Sam asks, the waitress comes over and I order two cheeseburgers with extra bacon while Sam just gets some chicken salad "nothings wrong" I reply leaning forward on the table on my elbows "you're feeding during the day which you never do, you're constantly stuck in your head and barely talk. That's not like you, you're a talker. You talk constantly even when you're mad or sad" Sam says, I sigh "things have changed, purgatory is fucking rough. I don't know how to act in a civilised society anymore, I don't know who I am anymore Sammy" I say looking into his eyes, he frowns and reaches for my hand "I don't blame you for trying to live a normal life while we were gone" I say looking down at his hand in mine "I'm sorry you feel this way, I'm here to help you adapt to life again. I know it wasn't easy to live in a place you had to fight for your life everyday" Sam says

"I fought for my life everyday I was here"

"Are you tired of this life?"

"I don't know, it's more than that. Things are rough over here but it's not as bad, I get the choice on whether or not I want to hunt or not. But I'm jumping at every noise, I think I'm going to help you find Kevin and go visit Bobbys cabin. I never got to say goodbye to him"

"That may be good for you"

Dean arrives, he sits down next to me and I pull my hand away from Sam's to avoid any questions from Dean, he knows we only hold hands when something is wrong and I don't want to have to repeat my feelings again. Dean glances at me and I give him a smile, he kisses me softly and our food arrives "is this for me?" Dean asks, I nod "extra bacon" I say still smiling "I love you" he says before taking a bite from his burger, he moans softly with his eyes closed, I take a bite out of mine and can't help but do the same "guys, it's a cheeseburger" Sam says, I shake my head "no Sammy this is a little piece of heaven" I say taking another bite, Sam chuckles and turns his laptop towards Dean "anyone look familiar?" Sam asks "Kevin" Dean points out, Sam nods "I don't know... but I went to the computer lab and found the computer he was on." Sam adds

"And?" Dean asks "And I found the website he was visiting, found his account username, hacked in to the website, found when else this username logged in, and then I reverse-tracked the IP address back to the original user, Kevin, who has apparently been using the same wireless router for the past two months." Sam replies "That is spectacular work. Any chance I can get that in English?" Dean asks, I look at him as I eat my last bite of the burger "you didn't get that?" I ask, Dean rolls his eyes at me "Yeah. I think he's in Iowa – at a coffee shop" Sam replies "so now we go to Iowa" I say "but first, I need a beer" I say signalling the waitress

We have a beer each and go back to the motel "hey uh Sammy" I say pulling him back as Dean walks into our motel room "don't um" I begin "I'm not going to" Sam replies before I finish my sentence, he smiles down at me "you'll say it when you're ready to say it" Sam says and I nod, we go into the room and Dean is sitting on our bed going through his clothes "Sammy you want to grab us some food for the road?" I ask with a smile "We just ate" Sam says, I purse my lips together and blink very slowly "oh right, snacks for the road" Sam says grabbing the impala keys from the table "I'll be back in twenty minutes" Sam says "oh forty five?" I suggest, he chuckles and nods before walking away and closing the door behind him. I lock the door and walk towards Dean "what was that about?" He asks, I sit on him lap and his kiss roughly. His hands instantly find their way to my ass as he pulls me closer, I kiss him jaw and made my way to his neck before pulling his shirt up over his head, Dean is staring at me the way he knows drives me fucking crazy, he snakes one arm around my waist and switches place with me slamming me down on the bed and kissing me again

About forty minutes later

We're laying in bed and I'm tracing circles on his bare chest "What happened?" Dean asks "hm?" I ask, I sit up slightly and rest my chin on his chest while looking into his eyes "I know that look" Dean says "there's no look" I say kissing him softly and moaning softly against his lips, before getting on top of him again "you're going to complain?" I whisper "absolutely not" he whispers pulling me down for another kiss

The door opens behind us "oh god" Sam complains and the door slams "can you, get dressed?" Sam asks, I laugh "what? What did he say?" Dean asks "he's asking us to get dressed" I reply I attempt to get up and he pulls me back down "you know you can talk to me, about anything. Specially about purgatory" Dean says "I know" I say pecking his lips, we get up and get changed. I walk to the door opening it with a smile "good to see you dressed" Sam says "feeling better?" He asks "oh yes, very relaxed" I reply, Dean smiles proudly while Sam scrunches his nose is disgust at the both of us "can we go?" Sam asks "now we can" I say grabbing my own bag, Dean takes it from me with a smile and we go to the impala. Sam sits at the back without me having to ask, not that I usually do anyways, and I sit at the front next to Dean

"You want to drive?" Dean asks "really? You never let me drive" I say "because you're fast and irresponsible" Dean says, I chuckle "don't act as if you don't like it when I'm fast and irresponsible Dean" I say "I'm still here" Sam complains "I love you too Samuel" I say smiling, Sam pretends to gag and I put my middle finger up at him

"Let me drive" I say to Dean, he moves over and I climb over him onto the drivers seat and put both my hands on the wheel, a smile on my face "ready for a ride boys?" I ask looking over while they both rush to put in their seatbelts to mock me "cunts" I say and they laugh at me as I drive away