My Best Friends Brother // Supernatural

Chapter 12

I wake up with a gasp instantly sitting up confused "are you okay?" Dean asks his sitting in the back seat with my legs on his lap, Sam's driving, I turn to face Dean and he's too close, that dream felt so real "what were you dreaming about?" He asks, his voice is raspy indicating that he was also sleeping. I swallow hard "why aren't you sitting in the front?" I ask, he's looking into my eyes and stroking my legs softly so I move them "you were um groaning in your sleep we got worried" Dean says, I purse my lips together "I'm fine" I say, I'm still panting a little I can hear his heart beating fast "are you alright?" Sam asks "yeah, I'm good. Where are we?" I ask "we're here" Sam says motioning to the a sign that reads 'Welcome to Lake Manitoc WI.' I nod "okay, listen I need some air. Can you guys go to the Carlton House alone? I'll find us a motel" I say

"What the hell did you dream about?" Dean asks "nothing good" I reply "you can just drop me off here okay" I say, Dean gives me a card and I jump out, I instantly light up a cigarette "that's really the first thing you do when you wake up? It's disgusting" Sam complains, I bend over leaning against the window and blow smoke at Sam "disgusting" Sam says "kind of hot" Dean says with a 'It's obvious' look on his face "knock it off" I say to him before standing up straight again, I put my middle finger up at them with the cigarette between my lips and they drive off. "What the fuck was that? What the actual fuck" I say to myself, I smoke as slowly as I can which ends up being way too fast regardless so I light up another one. I finally find a motel, finish my cigarette and walk in "hi there, do you have an um two joined rooms?" I ask "yes one with twin beds and the other double" the clerk replied "great I'll take it," I say a smile. I send a text to the boys letting them know the room number 

I leave the room and start looking around for a convenience store, I buy two bottles of whiskey and another pack of cigarettes, a pack of beer and some snacks for the boys before returning. I put the TV on the music channel and start drinking while sitting on the couch, I drink and drink until I start feeling hot and so I start dancing around the room. The bottle is almost finished and I'm dancing around the entire room, my own room 

"It's so hot" I complain to myself taking my jeans off and leaving me in my flannel and my underwear, I finish the bottle and speed to the table for the other, I pop it open and start drinking, I keep a tight hold of the bottle while whipping my hair around softly. The door shuts loudly and I turn around at the door that joins the two rooms together, the boys are standing there looking amused, Dean is clapping and my eyes are as wide as the eyes of an owl "How um, how long have you been there?" I ask "Long enough" Dean replies with a smirk, he's looking me up and down 

I take another hard long sip "Alright enough" Sam says taking the bottle from me, he turns off the Tv and I pout "Oh come on, you're such a pooper" I complain "Stop pouting" Sam warns, I slap his hand making the remote fling up to the air and grab it "Too slow" I say turning it back on, I take the bottle from him and continue to dance around. Dean puts his hand out and I give him the bottle, he drinks from it and starts dancing next to me "Come on Sammy" I say grabbing his hand, Sam rolls his eyes at me

but he gives in and dances with us, I a small step back and watch the boys laughing at each other and finally letting go a little, it's the boys who took me in, the boys who accepted me for who I am, the happy boys in front of me who were overtaken by so much pain and trauma that they have forgotten how to be themselves. I laugh along with them 

"Enough" Sam finally says hunched over slightly with a stitch "Okay" I say with a smile, I turn the Tv on "And can you put some pants on?" Sam asks "Right" I say grabbing my jeans and putting them back on, we sit on the table "What did you guys find?" I ask "We made two stops, one at the Carltons and another at the police station. So get this, Will saw something grab his sister and pull her under but there were no splashes no commotion in the water, nothing she just got pulled under" Sam explains "So? She could've just drowned, got her leg stuck on something" I say "Yeah except she was a varsity swimmer" Sam explains "huh" I say getting on board "And was there a body?" I ask "Nope, they even ran a sonar sweep. There was nothing there and no trails either" Dean adds 

"So it is weird," I say "Anything else I need to know?" I ask, Sam looks at Dean and Dean shakes his head "What?" I ask and Sam laughs "Dean used 'Kids are great' as a pickup line to a single mom" Sam says "You don't even like kids" I laugh at him, ignoring the slight jealousy I feel "I do, I love them" Dean defends himself "right" I say, I turn to Sam "I'm going to shower, you guys can take this back to your own rooms" I say shooing them away, they get up and go over "Why did you get a joined room anyways?" Sam asks "I felt the need for privacy" I say "You never cared for privacy" Dean adds, I shrug. I go to the bathroom leaving them standing there

I have a long shower, most of it just standing there under the cold water trying to get rid of this burning desire I feel for his touch. Dean and I never  went all the way, but what we did do together, nobody has been able to top it

I groan dropping my head forward letting the water just drop on me "How much longer are you going to take in there? I gotta pee" Dean yells banging on my door "Use your own damn bathroom Dean" I yell back "Sam is in there" Dean whines "There a curtain just come in" I yell annoyed, the door opens and Dean comes in. I hear a satisfied moan and scrunch my eyes together "Are you having a cold shower, it's freezing in here" Dean complains, he flushes the toilet making me jump forward at the sudden hot water against my back "Fucking jerk" I curse under my breath, I pop my face out of the curtain to look at him

"Sorry" He says awkwardly, I poke my head out of the curtain to face him "Can I have my towel please?" I ask stretching a hand out and using the other to hold the curtain up to my chest, he gives me the towel and I dry myself behind the curtain "So what do you think about this lake thing?" I ask "Not sure, it's really bugging Sammy out though" Dean replies, I wrap my towel around my body and open the curtain "It's strange, but at least you're getting a treat out of this. Didn't realise you were into mums" I comment "Why? Jealous?" Dean asks 

"I don't really care for jealousy Dean" I say with a small smile as I walk past him "Jealousy shows you care, and I care about only three things. Sex, cigarettes and alcohol" I say putting a finger up for each thing "Seems fair, except you sound like a hooker" Dean laughs "Again, if it's not making my legs shake uncontrollably then I don't care about it" I say, I walk over to my bag to get some clothes while Dean just watches me and laughs 

"You're weird you know that right?" He asks "I never forget" I reply, he crosses his arms over his chest and leans against the door frame "Can I get changed or do you want to watch?" I ask sarcastically, Dean smirks but walks away back to his own room

I sit down on the bed with a huff, I need to get my shit together