My Best Friends Brother // Supernatural

Chapter 92

It's been months since I turned my humanity off, Crowley calls whenever we have demons to torture or kill, and the Winchesters have tried to come in contact but with no luck. I have been living in this penthouse doing nothing but enjoying it while I can, spending my nights drinking, feeding and dancing at clubs, or drinking in my hot tub and watching the sky. It's a peaceful fucking time for me, not giving a fuck about anything but myself anymore, not caring about keeping my dinner alive either but careful enough not to raise suspicions 

*Knock knock*

I get out of my hot tub and walk over to the door, not bothering to put any clothes on, not that the demons mind anyways. I open the door and Dean looks me up and down, Sam closes his eyes "Oh fuck sake" I groan trying to close the door, Dean holds it open "You're looking good" Dean says "I always have" I reply turning around and walking back in "Dean if you want to fuck me all you have to do is ask" I say "I mean I have to admit the sex was always really damn good, better than what I had. Definitely better than the sex I am having, even though most end up in um death and don't go beyond the feeding process" I shrug putting my robe on "Can you not talk about sex?" Sam asks "And sex with other guys" Dean says 

"Right," I say, they sigh "Kevin is dead," Dean says, I nod "And? We knew that was inevitable" I say "wow" they say "Were you expecting me to care?" I ask "Yes" Dean replies "Come on Reggie, you loved that kid" Dean says, his voice cracking softly at the mention of Kevin but I don't feel anything towards it. I just stare at them "I don't go by that name anymore" I say "And what are we meant to call you?" Sam asks "Vanessa" I say "The name my father gave me, you know the uh reason the Okami found us and killed my mother" I chuckle "Vanessa was your alter ego" Sam says "Right, you just didn't know I was real" I reply "No, I thought it was what you blamed your bad behaviour on when we were younger" Sam says 

"That's me" I say "Everyone has a dark side, you just have to let it out. Yours is great with demon blood, and Dean. Well he's just like that" I say, they're both staring into my eyes and look disappointed at my blank expression "I can't do this" Sam says getting up and walking away, the door closes and I walk over to Dean who's sitting on the couch, I sit on his lap letting the robe open by itself "We could have a lot of fun here Dean, you and I. We're more alike than you know" I say, he looks down at me then back to my eyes "It wouldn't be the same" he replies "I think" I whisper kissing his neck, I can feel him hardening underneath me "I think that speaks for itself" I continue grinding against him softly 

"Fuck" Dean groans, I pull his jacket off but he tenses up "Dean you have two options here. You either stay here and fuck me or you leave" I say looking into his eyes, he frowns but slams his slips against mine roughly as if he was craving for me. I won't deny that I crave for him too, he makes me feel things that nobody else does, he knows his way around the table and I know all the other girls agree with me too 

A few hours later 

We somehow ended up naked in the hot tub "so?" I ask, Dean chuckles "You can't deny that it wasn't good" I say "Of course it was good" he replies "Like I said, sex with other guys just aren't as pleasurable as it is with you" I say "That may be small but I'm going to hold onto that, you always told me it was better with me because of the way you felt" Dean says, I roll my eyes "God" I groan "Why can't you let sex be about sex Dean? it always was before" I say, he moves closer to me "With the way that you are right now, that's exactly all it's about" Dean says kissing me again and pulls me onto his lap

Another round later, Dean is fast asleep on the bed and I am fully dressed when Sam returns. His eyes are glossy and I can tell he has been crying, I sigh "what?" I ask walking out and closing the door behind me "You told me I am the only one that can bring you back, I don't know what else to do" Sam says "Sam, if you want to force her back that much you will know. You're the only one that knows her for who she is, from the beginning. But, she let me out after so much fighting" I say "She let you out to save Kevin" Sam says "And now he is dead, so that was for nothing" I reply "you think she would want to come back? I feel her in there, she's not fighting. She is quiet, mourning. I don't have a reason to go back there, and I won't" I say 

"I saw the mark, on his arm" I say, Sam doesn't reply "You guys actually got him the mark of fucking Cain, I may not give a damn but I know that is stupid. What's the next plan?" I ask "We are going to kill Metatron, and we wanted your help" Sam says, I chuckle "Sammy, I am living a good life here. I kill demons whenever Crowley calls, otherwise I just sit around having the time of my fucking life, drinking, partying doing whatever the hell I please without giving a damn. So no, I will not help. I will give you a thumbs up and send you on your way" I say opening the door, Dean is putting on his clothes 

I open the door further "I'm guessing it's a no" Dean says, I shrug "Sorry big boy, my hunting time only comes when Crowley wants. But hey. Good luck and um farewell" I say with a wave and a fake smile, Sam turns and walks off, Dean is about to walk past when I grab his arm and pull him back "Come back anytime your horny" I wink and watch them leave, I close the door and lay in my bed looking at myself in the mirror on the ceiling 

It feels good not to care