Chapter 39

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I've been awake for a while now just laying on Dean's chest listening to the soft beating of his heart while he sleeps, I frown when I hear a lot of suffering from Sam's room, a few grunts is all it took to have me jump to my feet. I throw on Deans shirt and run to the door. I open it and Sam's butt naked hovering over the girl from last nights club, they both look at me confused "Holy shit" I say loudly before laughing "Get the hell out" Sam says throwing a pillow at the door, I stumble back and close the door. Dean is staring at me confused, frowning at me "Sam's got company" I say, Dean cocks his head to the side slightly "Seriously?" He asks "The girl from last night" I reply "Finally Sammy getting some human action" Dean says, I raise an eyebrow

"Who am I to judge?"

"Precisely. Shower?"

"Right now?"

"Guess I'll go alone then"

I pull his shirt over my head and toss it at him before walking away, he watches me before stumbling out of bed, out of his clothes and running into the shower with me making me laugh at how dorky he is when he's not trying to be Mr All Tough. He pushes me under the cold water with a laugh making me squeal and laugh before turning us around quickly and pushing him under "Ah crap" He shivers and I continue to laugh at him "Forget I'm universally stronger than you Deano?" I ask "Yes I did" He admits, the water gets warmer and he pulls me closer to him "You know, sometimes. I wish we could've had a normal life" Dean says, I rest my head on his chest "Oh yeah? How would that look like?" I ask

"You could have finished college, not for law but for something you actually wanted. We would've watched Sammy graduate too. We could've had that lake wedding you always dreamed of" Dean says I pull away to look at him "You thought of marrying me?" I ask shocked, he nods "And you remember the lake wedding?" I ask "Of course" Dean replies, I smile "I told you that when I was 16" I say "Yeah and you had a crush on that stupid footballer from school" Dean says, I purse my lips together "You know he was actually stupid" I say "You're with me now" Dean says proudly pulling me closer and kissing me softly "And I promise that before I bite it, I'll get you that damn wedding" Dean says "Is this a proposal Dean?" I laugh at him "You'll know when it is" he replies

I can't help but laugh "Guys?" Sam calls out "Sammy is calling" I say "Well now he will have to wait on us" Dean smirks and kisses me again

A few, maybe not a few, a very long time later. We get out, get dressed and go to Sam's room "Nice to see you dressed Sammy" I shudder "You don't knock. That's on you" Sam says "You don't usually get company I got worried about you" I say with a shrug, he laughs at and pushes a paper bag towards me "Hmm burgers" I say grabbing one and then handing the other to Dean who doesn't hesitate before biting into it "So hot" I say sarcastically "Are you guys ready to check this thing out because you will have to change" Sam says "I'm not going, you go and then check back with me later when you have this information. I'll be the gun of the operation, considering how on edge I am. I don't want to mess it up for us" I say "Are you still on edge? Do you need more?" Dean asks

"No, I'm not hungry. It's just I'm used to the sound of the blood flow between the two of you and uh Bobby too. Add more people and I might get um vamped" I say motioning to my face "Will you be fine here?" Sam asks "Of course, I got a TV and I got some beers. I'll make due, call me if anything" I say taking another bite from my burger, they exchange a subtle look which I picked up on, I always do "alright" Sam says. They get up and Sam kisses me on the cheek while Dean pecks my lips "call me when you find something" I call out "yeah we will" Sam calls back, I go back to my own room and sit on the sofa with the TV on. I'm starting to regret not going

The phone rings and it's Bobby

"I heard you decided to stay?"

"Didn't think it was the best idea to go"

"Why don't you come home?"

"Because I want to be part of the action, I don't want to miss out on a hunt. I just want to be part of the fight and not the technicality of it all"

"Or are you scared of being so close to the boys?"

"Do you know something?"

"You're damn right I know something. The boys can't keep their mouth shut, what happened to you last night?"

"What happened is I was isolated for almost five years Bobby, being around that many people send me off. I'm not going to hurt neither one of them, I could never. I never hurt Sammy even during my transformation phase and I'm not starting now"

"I know"

"Then what is it?"

"I'm worried about you lashing out"

"Bobby I'm fine, I'm gonna make a pit stop at the hospital to get more blood bags to get me going and that's it"

He stays quiet for a second

"Alright Reg, I'll trust your word but if you do anything to hurt those boys-"

"Bobby if I ever lose control enough to hurt them, stale me without hesitation"

"Alright"

He hangs up and I lean back on the couch staring at the ceiling "what the hell is going on with me?" I whisper to myself "I think I know" Castiel says, I jump up hissing at him "what the hell Cas?" I yell "sorry" he replies "what do you know?" I ask "I know that you've been acting strange, I have been watching you since I rescued you and I can see that you have no self control. With blood, I sense that this is new in your vampirism right?" Castiel asks "Yes, I never had a problem" I reply "you've been infected by a rare virus, the virus is eating you up from the inside it's causing this hunger. Have you been having hallucinations?" He asks, I remember seeing Ash a couple of times, reliving the days I spent with him "it's just the ptsd" I say "it's not, you need to be locked up immediately until we find you a cure" Castiel says, I frown at him

He touches my shoulder and I tele-transport to the secret room in Bobbys house "BOBBY?" I yell banging on the door, he runs down "you must not let her out, she's going to get worse" Castiel speaks up "are you fucking crazy? Let me out of here" I say, the sound of sn air freshener comes out from the ceiling where the fan is making me cough and fall to my knees "evaporated vervain? Seriously?" I ask "I'm fine, let me out" I plead "Bobby?" I say looking up at the little window on the door "we can't cage her up this way" Bobby speaks up "let me take your blood, we will look into it and I'll get you out the moment we get the clear" Bobby says, I sit up on the bed "fine" I reply with a cough

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