My Best Friends Brother // Supernatural

Chapter 56

And back on the road we go, looking for a prophet of the lord. I have to say things have got crazily out of hand the past eight or so years and I feel like I missed it all. We're parked on the side of the road waiting for Mrs Tran to show up with whatever little detail she's got on Crowley kidnapping Kevin, again. "Where the hell is she?" Dean asks, he's getting highly unsettled I can hear it in his head "She'll be here. Uh, mile marker 96 was kind of the halfway point" Sam replies, I am sitting in the back seat but I can see the blank look on Deans face, I know that look he's getting flashbacks from purgatory. I reach over and put a hand on his shoulder, he jumps softly and look back at me then at Castiel "Cas, can I talk to you outside?" Dean asks getting out the car, Castiel follows "did you see the look on his face?" Sam asks turning his body around, I nod "Purgatory flashbacks face" I say "this thing is really bothering him, how bad was it?" Sam asks

"Imagine everything you have ever killed, now imagine a world where you the historic but human Winchester hunters are stuck there. It was bad for me but I am way harder to kill Sammy, your name is legendary. Every monster and their mother tremble at the simple mention of your name, this is your world. In there is literally life or death"

Sam just looks at me, a frown on his face but I can tell he's really just sad that his brother had to deal with all of that and then lose one of the closest people to him "don't feel bad, Dean did what had to be done. The both of you always do, but he made it out and he's here now. That's what really matters" I say reaching my hand out, Sam grabs it "he won't talk" Sam says, I nod "he never does, not until it gets too much to bare. Or until he snaps" I say "yeah" Sam replies, a car pulls up and we get out to meet Mrs Tran. She looks at me suspiciously "I'm not going to hurt you" I say "you're one of them, one of the monsters" she says, I roll my eyes and walk back closer to the impala. I lean against it and wait for them to talk. Castiel walks over to me "hey Cas" I say with a smile "something seems to be bothering you" he says, I shrug "you and Dean think I am lying" Castiel says "I don't know Cas, it's hard to believe that you simply do not remember coming out that place. You or Benny" I say "what would you like me to tell you?" He asks

I shake my head "that isn't it, is it? The thing that's bothering you?" He asks, I sigh "i don't know" I say "you're feeling left out because of Mrs Tran?" Castiel asks "I mean, this wouldn't be happening if I was a human" I reply with a chuckle "do you wish you were human? You have all these abilities, I could not imagine being human and not angel" Castiel says "doesn't it scare you? Being immortal? I hate to think that one day, Sam and Dean aren't going to stay around forever and considering what we do, even if they keep coming back. One day they'll die for real and I'm going to be here, 20 for the rest of my life. Im going to be all alone" I say "you'll have me" Castiel says, I look into his eyes and I can see that he means those words. It's probably the first time he's ever shown more compassion towards me, he always have for the boys but now that he's showing it to me i can't help the smile that appears on my face

"Thanks Cas, that actually means a lot to me" I say, he gives me a small innocent smile "you're very sweet when you want to be" I say tapping his cheek, he looks slightly confused but let's me anyways. I can hear a demon screaming, I look over and see Dean torturing someone in the trunk of Mrs Tran's car "she's quite cool isn't she" I say nodding, I walk over and the demon looks at me with his head tilted "you were meant to stay dead" he says, I frown "excuse me?" I ask "what is that supposed to mean?" I ask, he doesn't reply and I bare my fangs "did you know that demon blood can actually enhance my powers? Kind of like Sammy, except I am fucking immortal and a single taste of your disgusting yet surprisingly sweet blood can make faster and stronger plus you're in human which means that one little taste of your blood will let me compel you, new trick I found in purgatory" I say with a wink while grabbing onto the collar of his shirt, I dig my fangs into his neck ripping aggressively

I pull away with a blood stained smile on my face "now sweetie" I compel "where the hell is Kevin Tran?" I continue "Warehouse in Atlantic, Iowa" he replies in a robotic tone, I throw him back in the trunk and shut it close "there's your location" I say looking at Mrs Tran, she looks slightly scared but standing her ground "we could've done that all along?" Dean asks "I was letting you have your fun" I reply with a smile, Dean makes a face "what do I have something on my face?" I joke, Cas chuckles "I got that" he points out when the boys turn to him, I walk to the impala opening the trunk and getting out a shirt to wipe my face with until it's clean. Sam ride with Mrs Tran, while the rest of us ride with Dean. I sit in the front seat "how did you figure out you could uh enhance your abilities with demon blood?" Dean asks "like I said to demon, a little trick from purgatory" I reply staring straight ahead "yeah but how?" Dean asks

"It's not like we have fresh human blood over there Dean, we feed on what we can. Sometimes it's werewolves or even other vampires, or werewolves being possessed by demons. Anything that moves, except wendigos."

"And it makes you stronger?"

"Yeah, while it's in my system it heightens everything. I don't know what it is about it"

Dean looks at me "don't judge me, I don't drink demon blood on this side. Not unless I have to. Plus I prefer human blood, B positive to be exact" I reply with a smile, Dean frowns "What?" I ask "I watched Sam go through this, and I'm not okay with you waltzing over there and drinking demon blood in front of him. Especially to increase your own abilities" Dean replies, I let out a chuckle "That's what you think I did Dean? I got the information that we needed to save the kid the two of you dimwits lost alright? I did what had to be done at the moment, I did not waltz in and drank demon blood to tempt Sam alright. I have had Sam's back before you broke out of your damn daddy issues, I have been taking care of Sam for just as long as you have, I have taken care of him when you were busy being John's little toy soldier alright. So don't judge me for doing what I fucking had to in the damn moment" I raise my voice 

He frowns "Stop the car" I say "What?" He asks "Stop the car, I'm not riding with you anymore" I say "You're acting like a child right now" Dean says and I laugh "I am acting like a child? After your judgemental claims? Now I understand why Sam felt the way he felt, you don't know what it's like to be on this end of the situation Dean" I reply "But I'll tell you what, you don't have to deal with it anymore alright" I say opening the car door and jumping out, I roll on the floor before getting back to my feet, the car skids to a stop. Dean gets out, Sam also stops the car and gets out "What the hell?" Sam says confused "Get in the car" Dean calls out "No" I reply "We don't have time for this right now Regina" Dean adds, I smile at him and look at Sam 

"I'll meet you there Sammy"

I give a single wave and super speed away