Ryan's Pov

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Ryan Pov
Yesterday after making it to Atlanta my mom made me stay in all day. She made me stay at the old house with her and Ava. Speaking of Ava, is she up?

I looked beside me and she was sucking on her thumb looking at me.

Me-*Smiles* Goodmorning baby..

She smiled. I pulled her closer.

Me- I missed you a lot.

I gave her a kiss on the cheek. I got out of bed with her and held her hand as we walked downstairs. She needs to learn how to walk.

Me- One more step.

She walked down the last step and I picked her up.

Me- Yay! High five!

I held up my hand for a high five and she gave me one.

Tracy- Ryan is that you?

I walked in the kitchen.

Me- Yes it is.

Tracy- Why are you out of bed. I was going to bring your breakfast to you.

Me- Mom I'm going to go crazy in that room.

Tracy- Open the curtains.

Me- I'm staying down here.

I sat at the bar and I sat Ava on top of it. I was playing with her while my mom fixed my food.

Tracy- I just want you to be alright.

Me- I am alright.

Tracy- You were in a coma for almost 2 months Ryan.

Me- Don't remind me.

My mom sat my plate in front of me and took Ava. She sat Ava in her high chair.

Me- Actually I'm ready to get back onstage.

I swallowed some OJ.

Tracy- You just got out the hospital yesterday Ryan!

Me- I've missed so much mom.. I'm 21 and have a child. I can handle myself.

Tracy- You need to rest your body.

Me- My body has been resting for 2 months remember.

I sipped some more OJ. Mom gave me a look.

Tracy- What if you harm yourself more.

Me- I don't like what ifs.

Mom fed Ava some oatmeal.

Tracy- I don't want you moving too fast Ryan.

Me- I've been moving fast for 21 years now.

Tracy- You're determined to get back out there on stage?

Me- Yes I am. It's a tour. I will have to make up my shows anyway.

Tracy- I hope you're making the right choice.

Me- I know what I'm doing. *Smiles*

Tracy- What about you and August.

I looked down at my plate. My smile slowly faded away and I sat down my fork. I cleaned my mouth with a napkin.

Me-*Clears Throat* We're ok... We're doing good co-parenting.

Tracy- Are you happy?

Me- Of course.

Tracy- That look shows me something different.

Mom was looking at me through the mirror hanging above the kitchen table.

Me- W-what look?

Tracy- Ryan I know all my children. And I know you aren't happy..........

I looked at my feet.

Me-.....He's happy..... That's all that matters..........

Tracy- He's not happy knowing you aren't happy.

Me- I left him mom.

Tracy- I know. Doesn't mean he loves you less..... You stayed with him throughout his hardest days.....his coma. You went through a lot for him......... That boy wants you... If he didn't he wouldn't have cried everyday for you to wake up... He wouldn't have kissed you goodnight every night....

Me- ..He kissed me?...

Tracy- Everyday... In the same spot. The corner of your lips...... He loves you.. So... Your determined to get back onstage, you need to be determined to get your man back.

She picked up Ava out her high chair.

Tracy- You have a family.

She walked past me upstairs. I hate when she's right.

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