Distanced

Good to be back?

Now that the whole auditions for the dance competition are over the boys can focus on getting ready to go back for their friend's wedding.

Chan had already left the country to go back to his precious baby, after watching Felix dance and seeing him hurt after not getting the spot really upset him. He made Minho go after him and in the end it all worked out. Of course, Felix was still bummed that he didn't get the chance to be on the show, but he sees this as an opportunity to better himself.

Chan had called Felix before he got on the plane trying to comfort him and make sure he knows there are other opportunities out there. He said he would see him at the wedding also and was looking forward to it.

After their little encounter at the beach that night Felix and Minho stayed there for a while just enjoying each other's company. Not many words were said between them, but they didn't need any. They had laid in the sand looking up at the stars just knowing that they won't get another chance to be this way.

Minho had said he needed to be up early the next day to get back home and prepare for the dance show as he was going to be one of the judges. It was a sudden announcement but after finding the two new candidates his boss gave him the opportunity to be one of the judges. He had thought of turning it down, but he decided against it.

He was going places he never thought he would, becoming one of the best dance teachers in his country to seeking out new dancers for the show and now becoming the judge of said show. These were once in a lifetime chances for him and right now he needed it.

Minho had made sure Felix got home and with a last goodbye for now anyways he said he would see him back home at the wedding.

Seemed like everything was coming together for most of the boys, but there still things that are not quite put together yet.

Felix

"So, you all packed?" I asked Heesung. "Hmm pretty much, just finding the outfit to wear to the actual wedding. I don't want to look like some homeless person." Heesung replied throwing clothes everywhere. "Oh, please you look good in everything."

I had already finished my packing; I honestly didn't need much it's not like I was staying for very long anyway. It was just a simple trip to see some old friends and be there for Seungmin and Changbin as they get married.

"Well, we leave in like 2 hours so get your shit together." I huffed. "Damn baby." Heesung pouted. Rolling my eyes, I left the room and made sure the apartment wasn't a total mess for when we come back.

With only an hour to go I finally heard Heesung say he was finished. Walking into the bedroom he was just zipping up his suitcase. "You better clean this all up, I do not want to come back to this shit." I nodded towards the bed and floor. "Lix ever since the other night you've been in a mood." Heesung walked over to me. "It's nothing. You know what you don't even have to come if you don't want to." I sighed walking out of the room.

Why am I acting this way? I'm happy for Heesung and his chance at something big but at the same time I guess you could say I'm jealous. In all reality ever since the night at the beach I felt safe and found comfort in being with Minho and that scared me. Heesung has been there for me for too long now and I don't want to treat him like shit, he also made me feel safe when I needed it the most.

Heesung came out of the bedroom suitcase in hand and left it on the floor walking over to me, he plopped down next to me and pulled me into his lap.

"I'm sorry, I know you wanted this, and you wanted this more than I did. I honestly didn't expect to get picked." Heesung said. "It's not your fault and it's not his fault either. I made peace with everything, I'll be okay. I'm sorry for being such a dick lately." I pouted. "Can we just get on the plane and go have some fun? See this as an opportunity to let loose for a change." "How do you always know what to say?" I smiled.

Heesung gently kissed me on the lips and before things could get to heated, we had to get going or otherwise we were going to miss our plane.

Finally, we landed, and we were fucking tired. Since we had RSVP'd Seungmin kindly gave us a decent room at the hotel that their wedding was being held at and it was one of the best.

We had grabbed a taxi and on our way we went.

As soon as we got there and got to the lobby you could see signs everywhere that said there was a wedding being held here over the weekend and the place was fully booked.

It was only during the middle of the week; I was told to get here days earlier in order to help with last minute stuff and catch up with everyone. I'm just hoping Heesung doesn't feel too out of place and hopefully everyone will like him.

Heesung had said he would get us checked in as he knew I was very tired; I also knew he was the same but being the gentleman, he was I wasn't going to complain. So, I made my way over to the small couch in the lobby and sat down.

I opened my phone and looked through all the texts and other notifications I had, Seungmin was already blowing up my phone with 'are you here yet?' 'Where are you?' 'Message me when you get this' and blah blah blah.

He was persistent I'll give him that.

"All done baby, let's go." Heesung said from behind me. "Hmm I need sleep like hours ago." I chuckled. As soon as I stood up, I was met with loud obnoxious yelling, and it made my ears hurt. I looked around to see where it was coming from and when I finally found the culprit the corners of my mouth couldn't help but turn into a smile.

"Felix! Oh my god! You're finally here." The chubby cheeked boy yelled. "Jisung." I smiled.

Jisung engulfed me in a hug and spun us around for minutes, I couldn't help but smile and laugh. Jisung was just like me or who I was years ago, all full of happiness and sunshine. Slowly that faded over time for me and now I'm just a dialed down version of him.

"I can't believe you're here!" Jisung finally stopped spinning us. "In the flesh." I replied still holding on to him to catch my balance. "I missed you." "Aw me too Ji, sorry I never kept in contact with you though." "Lix, don't apologize. For a while I didn't want to talk to anyone, so I don't blame you." "So Hyu-" "Don't say his name." Jisung cut me off.

Looks like they didn't end up together either, shame really, they were cute together.

"So, who is this?" Jisung nodded to Heesung who was standing beside me. "Oh, sorry this is Heesung my...very close friend." I replied nervously. "Uh-huh, so you're fucking?" Jisung blurted. "Hmm fucking no, but we have done other stuff." Heesung laughed.

I smacked him on the arm and scratched the back of my neck looking back at Jisung who was giving me the look. The kind of look your friend gives you when they approve of your sexual desires. 

"Well, he is cute." Jisung smirked. "I know." I smiled. "So, you're staying here too?" "Yeah, even though I have my own place Seungmin insisted everyone stay here. This way he can keep an eye on us all." "I guess that's Seungmin for ya." I chuckled.

After our interaction with Jisung we said our goodnights and went our separate ways, so everyone is staying here in the hotel. That means I will have a good chance of running into not only Minho but Hyunjin as well.

Well fuck me.

"Ugh I'm so tired." Heesung plopped down on the bed. "Well, me too but I'm going to go take a shower." I spoke.

I grabbed what I needed from my suitcase and headed towards the shower, I gotta say this was a pretty fancy hotel room let alone the bathroom. I set my stuff down then turned on the shower waiting for it to get to the right temperature.

Once my clothes were off, I stepped into the shower and slid the door shut.

I was so in my own world enjoying the shower and the hot water pouring down on me I didn't even notice or hear Heesung come into the bathroom.

"Can I join baby?" Heesung hugged me from behind kissing my shoulders. "Hmm only if you can make me feel good." I replied leaning against his chest. "With pleasure."