TWO DISTANT HEARTS

CHAPTER 12

It had been a couple of days , I was waiting for Izma, I was at university, but since we had  done our oral exams so now we might not even be in class.  She hasn't written to me since two days, I wanted to know about the live, now I don't know how long it takes her to arrive, while I was waiting for her I went to explore Aahil's instagram a bit, in those days i dont have the time to had a look.  Surely he's a really nice guy, I said to myself.. “Bhoom!” Izma said scaring me.  "How are you partner?", you are crazy, you scared me, "Eee now let's not exaggerate, I see you are very curious about Aahil", stop it!  And tell me what he said in live, what he did? "So at first he spoke in Turkish for like 15 minutes then also in English and a little bit in Urdu and--", ​​I don't care what language he spoke in I want to know what he said, "Of course! You're crazy, don't let me finish the sentence, I was saying that when he spoke in English I understood a few things...he spoke a bit at random in the sense that I don't follow him so I don't know what he says in his live, but he spoke a bit of his friend and then I asked him what he thought of girls with nikab", eeehhhh!!  You're crazy, "Not crazy! He didn't answer me anyway so... but I didn't give up either and I sent a survey so that at least it was more visible but this time the question was what do you think of Islam", I don't understand where these ideas come from and he will surely have ignored this time too, "Noo, let's start, he continued to say what he was saying and then briefly resumed the topic of Islam", what he said, "Well little did he say but the main things were to pray read the Quran and for the girls to cover up", hmmm and then something else?  "Other...he is well known and my friend he is also a handsome boy, I saw him for the first time and I think you are lucky to have him as a psychologist. He is really handsome as a boy", Izma!  I said seriously, "Ooo the girl is jealous", no!  Don't talk stupid, " You're jealous too I didn't know that", no Izma I'm telling you no, "Someone is jealous, jealous, Ezal is jealous, Ezal is jealous" she said several times and when I got tired of hearing her I screamed .  " My jealous partner, ARE YOU JEALOUS", Yes!  Yes I am, I yelled after she kept bothering me, "I knew it, I just wanted you to love him", I'm jealous because we are friends and ENOUGH Izma nothing more, I raised my voice saying enough.  "Just friendship?", we fall in Friendship because of care, trust, respect and understanding.  And we will stay in friendship because of efforts, equality from both sides,"You have to repeat these words, I have to record you, so then I send it to Aahil, he will melt I tell you!", if you're done talking stupid then let's talk about something else?, "I don't think you want to change the topic", Aah- - noo sorry Izma, sorry I'm confused, " You were calling me Aahil, o Allah! What magic this boy did to you that after two months you started chanting his name", Izma sorry I was wrong, don't exaggerate with things .  "Do you want to participate in live with him?", I don't know, I have to ask mom but I think not, since I already know her answer so..."I suggest you try at least, you will feel better, loved by all those people" , mom!  Mom !  I don't know how to ask but if you say then today I'll try, now let's walk towards the bus stop.  "Tell me a few things, what do you say in meetings for an hour and a half", I don't know, in the sense that we talk, talk and talk a lot, and many times we run out of time by an hour and a half.  We just say various things to each other, I think what we say isn't always connected with my sessions with the psychologist, "But I see that you've made a lot of progress, by now you've let go of a lot of quarrels, you ignore a lot of things that you know make you feel bad. I'm really proud of you and especially of Aahil who managed to get you out of depression", why do you call him Aahil?  Call him bahi (brother), “Ooopppss, you are so right I will say bahi Aahil”, she said  with evil smile, don't laugh look I see you eh, be careful!  " From now on I won't call you partner anymore but your new nickname is jealous", Hahaha very funny, me instea--...oo the bus has arrived now I'm going then I'll let you know how the evening goes.
I had already been home for a long time, we had already had dinner and now I was serving tea to mom and dad, so I decided to take advantage of the moment and ask permission for the live.  Hhamm eh, mom and dad I wanted to tell you something, "Ahh good that you reminded me, I wanted to tell you that Arsalan will come here for a few weeks..for now", said mom, really Arsalan will come here, I'm super happy, we haven't seen each other for years, "Yes yes at least he will keep you company but we have to start cleaning everything because he has a flight in two days and then we have to clean up the guest room so we have a lot to do", sure mom, I'm so happy he'll come, we'll spend some beautiful days, "What did you want to ask us?", hmmm nothing it will be for next time, they were in a good mood, I couldn't talk about the live right now, I would have ruined the moment.  "No but say what you meant, you were here on purpose", mom said, ehh mom I needed permission, I don't know if I can ask but, don't worry, don't scold me and again don't worry, I'll accept whatever your answer is, "Ezal, it's something so important", mom.. don't scold me please.., I didn't have the courage to ask, "If you talk maybe I can answer you if you stay silent then...", the only thing is to do was to say it now, mom Aahil asked me if I can join his tik tok live, I said everything in a hurry with my eyes closed and my hands in fists clenching my dress my fist was so strong that my nails left the their mark on the hands.  "Live?", They said together, "He, live ...", mom, he is a famous youtuber and he wants me to attend his live so ... so ... so i can have new friends, i said the first thing that came to mind, i was shaking, my body was shivering and my voice wasn't cooperating anymore, "No i mean you can't do it" said dad, okey that's totally fine thanks for giving me an answer now enjoy your tea I'm going, I said getting up from the sofa ready to go to my room.  "Ezal stop", said mom, I was turned away, when she called me, a shiver passed through my body and I slowly turned around, tell me mom, I accepted your answer, don't scold me, I knew I didn't have to ask but Aahil insisted and then he taught me that you are not monsters you are my parents so I shouldn't hide anything from you or I shouldn't be afraid from you, sorry, I said in panic, I was scared, in my head there were the worst things… “Sit here again,” she said in a much calmer voice than mine and I did as she asked.  "Ezal, first I tell you that boy Aahil, he is really good psychologist, if he told you all that, second thing, I see that he is a good boy, even if I don't enter the room I know you are safe or that you're on a call with a person who can i trust , and lastly, I've been waiting for a couple of days for you to ask me this, indeed both your father and I were waiting to hear this from you", I didn't understand mom , "Aahil, he had called your father two days ago, to ask for this permission, but he himself told us that we shouldn't tell you and see how you behave in a situation like this, after Izma too, this afternoon called me to say the same thing", wait wait!  You're telling me Aahil called dad to ask about this... so why did dad say no and then where did he get dad's number from?  "All thanks to Izma's dad" said dad laughing, "Anyway you gave up right away, Aahil won't be happy to know that, you didn't even try to convince us,"  said mom, mom I'm confused I'm confused!  Aahil called you and already I can't believe it, after you spoke to him,  my parents spoke to my psychologist, what a strange thing, I said surprised and clapping my hands on the couch.  "So you want to ask us something Ezal?", asked dad, yes, mom and dad I want to ask you if I can attend live with Aahil, "Okay daughter", said dad, "If wouldn't have asked Aahil,  I tell you the truth I wouldn't have given you permission", said mom laughing, thanks thanks thanks a lot to everyone, I said running towards them ready to hug them.