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Just when I think I've escaped your grasp, your fingers bite down into my soul forcing me to relive all of the memories I’ve tried so hard to forget, to shove so far down they can’t be reached
Every time I try to fight the feelings from flooding through me, they come and break down my barriers once again
Some days, I can barely remember your voice, putting you out of my mind for days at a time
I barely think about you, your memory cowering in the corner, hanging it’s head in shame, it didn't win, and my days go by without a hitch
Then there are the other days, the days that make me forget that there can be good days, the sun can shine again
The days when I can recall everything about you from your deep melodic voice whispering in my ear, your warm breath tickling my ear to your calloused hands running down my sides
I can't think without thinking of you, you intrude on ever thought, demanding my world revolves around you
I can't write without you being my muse, my mind always drifting to you the second that pen settles in between my fingers
I can't live without the ghost of you haunting my ever move, a cold chill on the back of my neck mocking me
I can't breathe, the air taken straight from my lungs and given to you
Why won't you release this grip on me?
Set me free

My Head's Above Waterजहाँ कहानियाँ रहती हैं। अभी खोजें