You were never the Villan
Even though I've always painted you as one
I see now, you were just a scared boy
Trying to figure out life and love
And I altered your vision
I lied when all I wanted was to know and love you
I was rude and hurt you, leaving invisible scars on your heart when all I wanted was to hold you and show you a soft, kind love
I am not making excuses for my actions,
I messed up,
I know and understand that deep in my soul
I'm sorry for the way I have treated you
I loved you, pumpkin
In the only way I knew how,
But I have learned another way
I taught myself to be loving, and kind, and soft, and truthful
Because of you
YOU ARE READING
My Head's Above Water
PoetryLosing the one you thought you'd have forever will really put things into perspective. Life and death, love and hate, the old and the new. Lay back and relax, we're getting over a heartbreak one miserable poem after the other.