I want to rip through my fucking flesh
put that shiny metal to my wrist and yank
In one movement
Draining my life in ruby rivers
Nothing light remaining as my hands go slack
The brush used to paint the pretty picture clanging to the tile below
Euphoria taking over my brain
My eyes rolling to the back of my head
Finally taking away the never ending pain
My biggest fear
Blissful death
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My Head's Above Water
PoetryLosing the one you thought you'd have forever will really put things into perspective. Life and death, love and hate, the old and the new. Lay back and relax, we're getting over a heartbreak one miserable poem after the other.