𝐒𝐀𝐍𝐉𝐇: 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐂 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐘 𝐎𝐅 𝐁𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐄

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧

He forcefully kissed me, my neck covered with his blood.

After he left, I collapsed on the floor and started crying.

He threatened to harm my family.

"Now I can't live in peace, nor can I die. Mahadev, what have I done wrong to anyone, that the burden of one person's death is on me - and now my own loved ones are also in danger, just because of me."

I hate myself for being this pathetic and miserable.

I can't fight him, and I can't die.

He's made everything difficult for me, whether it's living or dying.

I cried thinking about Dheer and how he died because of me.

And now I'm stuck with this monster.

I can't live here, and I can't go anywhere.

"Why, Mahadev, why??? Why are you causing me so much pain?"

The smell of blood, my neck covered in it.

I felt disgusted with myself.

He forcefully touched me.

Why did I forget that he's the monster, the same person who kidnapped my sister to force me?

Now I'm in his house, and I have no freaking idea what he can do with me.

What should I do now?

I just wanted to hug my Baba and cry.

I lazily collected myself and stepped inside the bathroom.

I turned on the shower and sat on the floor, crying until I couldn't breathe, crying until there were no more tears left in my eyes.

I cried for two hours straight.

I came out of the bathroom with fresh clothes and collapsed on the bed, falling asleep in seconds.

I didn't have the energy to open my eyes.

"I WISH I DIE IN MY SLEEP BECAUSE THE PAIN IS UNBEARABLE.