Writing Our Story (Complete)

Chapter 1

{Gosh i'm starting high school in a few days. I feel.....so excited and nervous. My middle school's teachers said that high school will be different then middle school. I honestly don't believe them. What could be so different? Go to class, learn shit, then have a text over the the shit you learn. So different, right? I was so nervous my stomach started to hurt last night. I'm just making myself nervous for no reason. While adding the fact that i'm moving to a new town, but that for another time. Gosh I hope this year bring me excitement into my life. Starts in a new school in a new town. Yes, I'm moving to a new town. Been on the road for two days now. Can't wait to get out of this car and just walk around. Why did we move? Not fully sure, i'm guessing right now but I think my dad wanted a new fresh start since my mom die last April. They never told me what made her sick or even her illness. They both agreed that they didn't want me seeing her like that, I was send to my grandparent's house while my dad was all alone and watch her die. I'm always curious about why he won't tell me, but I never ask since he would always just stare into spaces. As if all of his question could be answer. Yet I could sometimes hear him crying when I can't sleep at night. I know that her death cause him a lot of pain, but I never know how much. My mother told me that he never really like showing his emotions to people other then happiness. What about me? Honestly, yes it did hurt losing my mother. Especially when I need her the most now at this age. I just turn 15 in August. Now whenever I have this girl thing going on that I don't know what to do, my best friend is Google. Gosh just imagine asking your dad about a girl problem, nope to embarrassing. Like I said before I hope this year brings me excitement into my life, but finding that one friend that you can tell all of your secrets to and know that they will keep them. Also LOVE.....yes love. You read that right, love. I hope I can find a sweet boy that likes me, treats me like a princess and I could finally share my first kiss with him. Looking deeply into his eyes getting lost in them as we lean closer. Lips inches away from each other as we wrap our arms around each other. Feeling his hot breath tickling my soft skin, having the biggest smile on my face..........}

"Demi, we're here."

Looking up from her journal to the front seat where her dad was sitting. Looking to the window where her dad was looking. Seeing a small house, well smaller then the one they lived at.