Ruin || Shawn Mendes

Okay

{Lexi's POV}

I woke up to a faint knocking at my bedroom door.
"Mom?" I say quietly.
"Hey sweetheart, I made you a cup of tea."
"Thankyou." I reply, sitting up.
"You drank a bit too much last night." She smiles.
"I'm sorry, the last thing I remember was talking to Shawn outside the club. Did me and Olivia get a taxi home?"
"You don't remember? Darling, Shawn dropped you home."
"Shawn?"
"Yes Shawn."
"He brung me home?"
"Yes I said that. In fact he was very polite." She says.
"This is so embarrassing." I groan.
"So are you two friends?" She asks.
"You could say that."
"He's very handsome." She laughs.
"Mom aren't you going out for brunch with your friends?" I ask, trying to change the subject.
"I am, I'm sorry if I'm embarrassing you. I'm just going to put some clothes in the washing machine and I'll be off. I imagine you're just going to sleep today?"
"You bet. Have a nice time." I reply.
"I'll leave you to it. Goodbye."
"Love you Mom, bye."

She soon leaves and I snuggle back onto my pillow.
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I must've gone back to sleep because I jolted back awake at another knock at the door.

"Mommm." I say, groaning again at my headache.
"Unfortunately I'm not your Mom." Shawn says, opening the door and walking in.
"What are you doing here?" I ask, surprised.
"Well I just wanted to come and see how you were feeling." He says, sitting on the edge of my bed.
"Does my Mom know you're here?" I wearily ask.
"Yeah she let me in just as she was going." Shawn replied.
"I can't even remember what happened after our chat." I say.
"Well you got a bit sick, so I got us a taxi and I took you home."
"Thankyou Shawn." I smile.
"I just wanted you to be safe. Do you want me to get you anything? Some water?"
"I'd love some water please."
"I'll be right back." Shawn says, standing up and going downstairs to the kitchen.

I can't believe he came back to check on me. I honestly thought he didn't care about me.

"Here you go." Shawn says, passing me the glass of cold water.
"I probably look like such a state." I laugh.
"You look beautiful." He says.
"Do you think I'm an idiot?" I laugh. "I have mascara smudges all around my eyes! I look like a freaking panda! And not to mention my crazy hair-"
"Say what you want. I'm still sticking with what I said."
"Shawn Mendes you're such a flirt." I sassily say.
"And you Lexi Taylor, need to learn how to take a compliment." He laughs.
I laugh back at him hysterically.

Everything then goes silent for a moment.

"Can I..." He stopped and his jaw flexed. "Can I kiss you?"
I didn't answer, and he didn't wait for me to. His hands caught me gently behind my neck and he pressed his mouth to mine. Then he moved one arm around my waist and pulled me closer to him.
"Shawn-" I say, stopping.
"Let me prove how much I want to be with you." He replies.

As much as I knew this relationship probably wouldn't work out. My heart exploded with every kiss. All I want is to be with him.

"Okay." I say.