Chapter 32

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Alexandria's POV

I actually made it through the concerts after that night without any breakdowns. Danielle was always on my mind as I sang the songs but on a different way now for some reason. I could sort of see how she smiled at me when I sang and how proud she was over me. It felt really nice.

Today was the last show of the tour. I loved it but couldn't wait to come back home to America again.  I really needed the time off to relax. 

I wouldn't go back to Sweden as I told my sister. Not yet. I had a few things to do before I could go and I decided that I would spend new years even there instead. It was almost four months until that though.

"So what are we gonna do when we go back to America?" CC asked who sat on a chair next to me and watched as I did my make-up.

"Well I'm gonna get a new tattoo and do an interview for Kerrang!" I said.

"Awesome! What are you getting for kind of tattoo?" 

"Danielle's birth-numbers."

"Where?" 

"My ribs."

"That's gonna hurt like a motherfucker you know that right?" he said. 

"Yeah I know. It'll be worth it though." 

"Five minutes left Alex!" Jack shouted outside of our changing room.

"Coming!" I shouted back and  fixed the final stuff with my hair before we walked out to the side of the stage. 

Motionless In White ran off the stage and the roadies ran on it to fix with our interments. 

"Good luck", CC said and hugged me as he always did before I walked out on stage.

"Thank you", I sang and walked out on the stage. It was totally dark so none of the fans could see me. I took my place in front of the microphone and my band took their instruments. The light went on as we started to play the first song. 

Farewell heartless world

I'll send you a postcard burnt

In the flames you tried so hard 

To extinguish with fear of failing

I'll write down everything

I have learned and edit it down

To a single word, love

For you I'm waiting, anticipating

Sparks will fly beneath the lunar light

Lazarus at Frankenstein's 

Babe, I'll be a flatliner for a heartkiller

A little we die above the lesser light

For you I'm open wide

Babe I'll be a flatliner for a heartkiller 

Top hats off to the return

Of the beat to lick a wound to

Cursed for some

And blessed for a few

It doesn't have to make any sense at all

Come hither and we'll fall

In love, for love

I'm crawling out of patience, baby

Sparks will fly beneath the lunar light

Lazarus at Frankenstein's 

Babe, I'll be a flatliner for a heartkiller

A little we die above the lesser light

For you I'm open wide

Babe I'll be a flatliner for a heartkiller 

Paint all your sorrows for me to sing

Heartkiller

Draw your pain an hear me hum it out

Sparks will fly beneath the lunar light

Lazarus at Frankenstein's 

Babe, I'll be a flatliner for a heartkiller

A little we die above the lesser light

For you I'm open wide

Babe I'll be a flatliner for a heartkiller 

We finished the song and the crowd screamed as usual. That always made me smile big. 

We continued the concert and went through all the songs on the set list. 

We ran off stage. "That was awesome!" Will shouted. 

"Best show in a long time!" Ally said.

"You guys were really great", CC smiled.

"Thanks Christian", I said and hugged him. "Get out there now!

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