Poems.... Of Those Words Never Said

Again

She sits alone in bed
Doesn't do anything
She sits and thinks
Bad
Good

She thinks what did I do
The voices come
They take over
Make her want to die
Again
Again

She isn't that strong anymore
She lost her hope
She dreams of a new day
A day that she doesn't cry

Where she can sleep
Eat and be normal
But they won't let her
They make her hate herself

They tell her its all her fault
That someone left again
Again
Again
She cries

Till it's sobbing
Till it's all she can do
She wants to stop this pain
Why me she asks

Her broken heart has so many scars
Like her the rest of her
Till finally she listened
To those people stuck in her head

So with that silver tool
She paints
With one color
Red

Maybe the pain will finally go away
Or maybe all this will kill her
She hasn't been like this

She sits alone at night
Listening to the same song
Over and over
It's calm and quiet
And she thinks what did I do wrong

As she doesn't eat
Doesnt sleep
And doesn't talk
She's silently dying
Wasting away

Maybe this can all cure my broken heart

She thinks over and over
Again and again

Her day is short and not good
Cry
Eat barley half of the meal
Sit
Think lay in bed and pretend to sleep
Wake up from all night terrors

Repeat
Again
And
Again

Till her heart an be held
By that love she had....

But that's not gonna happen
But she will wish
Dream and hope

Again

And

Again...