Poems.... Of Those Words Never Said

Why me?

Why do I have to deal

Why do I have to live

Why do I have to be sick

Why can't I stay normal

Why do I have to fight

The limping isn't good

My family isn't alright

A disease my take me

And I. Can't fix it

I'll have to live

Just different only with it

So I'm crying

And begging

Help me

Why me

I wanna walk forever

I wanna be normal

God why winter help me

Or maybe I'm far gone

I'm crying

I'm loosing

I know this will be true

Cause you know this must happen to you

No one gets all these symptoms

And doesn't have the problem

So now I know I'm sick

The more I sit

I'm crying

And screaming

Why my fucking life

Cause soon

They would put me in the hospital

And soon I probably won't walk

Soon if I don't tell anyone

I'll finally fall

So i don't know what to do

Cause I don't wanna be a burden

So I'm crying

And wishing

Maybe this won't happen

But if it is

How do I tell people

Oh I might never walk again....