Poems.... Of Those Words Never Said

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This world is big,  but I'm so small

I live in a big house

In a big world

Big group

And big world

Some say I have a big heart

And a large mind

That I can start things

And finish them in time

I start

To trust

And dream

And I met them

The end to me

The ones who say they will stay

Will hurt u most when u fall into pain

When the days get hard they help

They always. Say the best things

The I love you

And the i need you

But that's the start

Of what breaks you

I met a girl

She was sweet

Knew her for years

But all those secrets she keeps

Hiding her feelings

Afraid to let go

I was like that not long ago

I have dreams

To stay with the one I love

To understand the fear inside

Deep in my bones

The ones that keeps me awake

When I hear those words you say

The ones that make me think

This is true but I don't want to lose

Not again

Cause I've lost so many

I almost lost you

Some might say

No,  no that's not true

Some may think

And ponder

How I just managed to go

Just one day longer

When u think like this

It gets hard to breathe

To be you in a sea

To sit and think what do I do

Every second of everyday

It's hard,  now that's true

But the start of some things new

Is good and only for you

Cause I love someone everyone hates

Wants me to leave

On read and wait

And even when I need to be alone

I look at your eyes

And see the twinkle that I know

That shines all in your eyes

The smile that makes me

Feel like the world

And time has just stopped

For a while

All I want is you

And I want that forever

Even if it's only for a while

I wanna be yours again

So maybe I can do it better this time

Maybe I could love u more

Make u shine brighter

Than a thousand stars

After all this time

In the large world

That I feel so small in

You make me feel

Like the star to a show

I could live in

With you standing by my side

I never want it to end.

Cause

I love you

Forever

And

Always

I promise