Poems.... Of Those Words Never Said

Saturday

It's so dark and lonely in this room

And I'm crying again

That isn't new

Hell I've been here sitting and thinking

About doing something

Or just maybe wait..

Can't tell anyone about the other day

How bad I got

Almost like it was today

I wanted to do what I felt was right

Even though so many say I can't

They want me to stop

Stop being sad

Stop crying

Get better grades

Stop laying in bed all day

Get up!

Do something!

Stop skipping meals

Stop being annoying

And posting all this sad shit

But telling the world ur getting better

Cause you have all that stuff you hide

And no one knows it

How you can find those old photos and see how happy u seemed

What happened?

What happened well I changed

Under the abuse

And the hate

And the yelling just screams in my ear

Till one day

I won't have a note

Or even a goodbye

Cause to all those people who. Forgot I was breaking

Where will you be

When I'm no longer saying hello?