Poems.... Of Those Words Never Said

water

U sit in a boat... Gently riding..
There is a boy almost ten
He looks over and is gone right there like that u don't believe it where can he have gone.
U sit and r terrified ur alone again in the water deep and cold.  A fin is moving the boat is gone ur trapped.  U scream for help but no sound.  Ur alone and not gonna live through this. 
U look for and exit and the it goes black.  U wake up shoot up and can't breath scream can't do anything.
U think help me.  Help me sleep.  I can't go a night without crying from these dreams. U have they'll then they seem to be true.  But they end with u dead or alone.
  No wonder ur sad ur meant alone.  Why won't that person stay no family no life no one.  Like that dream u can't ask for help from no one.
  So u battle this fight alone and try but it doesn't help its hard.  The ones u love get mad and leave or just can't deal and leave.  Why have this be my life.  Why not end it.  Why not become them.

But no
U can't

I be live

I'm u

That ur beautiful
That u just need help in this hard fight

Forever and always u will be with ur self and if u can live ur gonna be okay

I promise