Poems.... Of Those Words Never Said

Why i wanna die

I did something I thought was good

Hurt the person who killed who your with

I made someone fall for me

Then I treated them like dirt

I made them feel hated and used

Like they did to you

And maybe I became your worst enemy for that

Cause I never got to explain

Without crying from what you thought I was inside

Though you told me you loved her

Now you tell others it's my fault

It's my fault

It's my fucking fault

So just let me die then

Tell me to go kill myself

And I will

Tell me what you hate about me

And I'll cut it in my skin

Tell me that you love her

Then leave

Tell me you want me

THEN LEAVE

I haven't slept today except 2 hours

Cause all night my dreams became sour

I almost finished a puzzle cause I was alone so long

So if you want me to die tell me

Text my number the words you wanna say

Tell me you only stayed cause I wanted to die

While you did to

And you cut to

And you said you cut MY name too

But what can I do

Your telling the ones I need

I'm a slut on free

When this is the 4th time I've had you leave

So text me what you hate

And I'll show you it in my skin

And tell me to die

And I'll be in the paper

So stop the lies

And tell the fucking truth

Cause the truth in my mind

Is I have to be dead to love you

Which I might be willing to do