Poems.... Of Those Words Never Said

A year

A year ago today
My life changed
I cried for so many days
I spent days in the pain

Now when I sit here and I cry
And after trying and trying
I see the end of this tunnel
The one I'm scared to travel

I know I love those people
Who have stayed
Even if the ones that left
Never answer my texts

I don't mean to cry
Or see the bad
Or even think I need a blade
To set myself free

I trust the one I'm with
With my whole heart
And I know she's perfect
She is my forever

But I can't help
That voice in my head
The one who tells the lies
I never can think to their end

It says u cheat
But I know you don't
But I over think
Till I cry

I'm sorry about those things I say
Of the calls u make when I'm in
Just need to feel okay
Like I was five seconds before then

Before I over think
To find I just think
The worst
But what else can I do

Don't worry I'll never stop loving u
But for now
I hope u will not give up
On me

Like everyone else
Just loves to do