Poems.... Of Those Words Never Said

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That kid in the corner
Is trapped

That kid in the corner
Is sad

That kid in the corner
Is alone

That kid in the corner
Met a girl

That kid in the corner
Doesn't like this girl

That kid in the corner
Is crying for help

Screaming but no one can hear

Help she screams
Please and she begs

She wishes and hopes
Dreams and prays

Take all my pain away
Or just kill me now instead

The voices went quiet
She took over

Funny how with pain
Ur mind can control it

So what will she do
She can't leave

Can't say goodbye
As she slowly dies inside

She's no longer healthy
She's sick in the head and in the body

She can't fix her self
She can't do anything

But paint with that color
More and more

Streaks of red
So dark and bold

She messed up again
Wasn't strong enough

She wants people who left
Her mom is gone

Dad doesn't call
Sister doesn't write

Best friend doesn't talk
So she cries

But no tears fall
As she lies and bed

And and thinks
All the time

She doesn't do anything but write
Those words of pain

Some on a canvas
Some on skin

All those words she heard r now
Just stuck in the lines

Scares and life
Have marked her

But she doesn't tell anyone
She hides again

And again
Maybe someone that cares

Will notice
But does anyone care

Some do but it's not her
Why does it have to be her

Her head screams u love her
She cries I don't

U love her and she lied
But she left and I died

Doesn't change a thing
But it does

Cause u don't eat
I'm not hungry

Lies
No I'm not

U see ur slowly killing ur self
Good

That's not good
Yes it is

How
It will make the pain leave

U can't die cause of a girl
It's not just her

Then what is it
It's the pain in my heart all their people left me

So u gonna just do this to ur self
Yeah...

Ur stronger than this
I'm not cause guess what it still hurts

It's gonna hurt
I don't want it to

But it will
Then I don't want to live through it

U did once u can again

No cause I wanted to die and guess what it went away but it's back It was gone mark it was gone and guess it what it's back again.

But I can try and help maybe u could run or write more

I already have done everything I feel okay talking to her but I can't she lied right.  Maybe were wrong maybe she didn't and I'm just my mom

Ur not her

Yes I am I'm her common she is me.  And she could be dead she won't answer the phone the texts. I want my mom cause I can't have her

Maybe they both love u

They said they didn't u were there u read it.  My mom doesn't love me and neither does she.  Dad he doesn't care.  If they care they would try.  I tell people to call cause I have panic attacks almost everyday.  And I can't do this anymore no one loves me and when people do they can go to jail for it cause they r way older or I feel nothing when someone says I love u.  I feel nothing it's my problem and it won't go away.

Did u feel that way with her

In the end yeah I was depressed and well she didn't help I wanted to go and not hurt her but I was...

What?

I was scared okay.  I didn't want to hurt her but I didn't want to loose her like I lost myself...

Why did u tell her.

Cause she wanted help and to break but I didn't want to be my parents.

Is that why u act like a child. When u can be an adult

I do that cause I just don't want to be older alone okay just go

U know I can't

I know ur stuck with me like i am inside my head

Yeah might as well write one more thing.  Before we try to go back to sleep.

(Sorry about thay if u don't like it u can just skip it?