Poems.... Of Those Words Never Said

The mind of an overthinker

It's like a storm of thought

Beating you with all it's strength

You can't fight it

You can't beat it

Sometimes you can't even grow

But then you can find

Just a little light to guide your way

Something that never seems to change

How the sky is always blue at noon

How your desk is never clean

Mainly cause you like it that way

It's almost as if

Everytime

And I mean Everytime

Something bad happens

It's like your life repeats

Doesn't matter if it's a pencil breaking

Or someone dying

It just sends this spiral

That never ends

But do you know what happens in

This magic of any one of your close

Friends

It's not like I mean to break

Right in front of your eyes

Cry till I shake

And scream

From the back of my mind

Say get out of my head

Cause it's how it seems

It's like one wrong thing happens

Then I can't handle the smallest thing

It's like the world

Just falls on the ground

Nightmares litter my mind

And we'll I don't know how long I

Myself

Can handle any of this

So maybe if I keep trying to take

Things by one second at a time

Cry when it's harder

And hope after all this bullshit

Maybe it will all be okay...