Poems.... Of Those Words Never Said

Wait

I scream in my head

Tell the voices to shush

When I hear you tell me you love me

They tell me you lie

That u love that girl from

That one time

The one i know is prettier

Is like me but just

Better

You might not see it

But I see everytime

I look around me

So many

Perfect

And great

While I'm a monster

That might ruin your fate

I love you

And I only want you

Even when I get told

By those other girls and guys

That they have a love

For me a monster

Or when you think I talked about

Her my others

Or ex's to say

I only love you

And it's hard to say

I don't wanna leave

But after a while

I think I need to

Cause maybe

I don't have to ruin your life too

I took away a girl much better

Cause I was hurt

Like no other

When you left that one time

I cried for days

And added more scars

Cause I didn't wanna

Notice the pain I feel

How I act when im around u

Can change when you leave

Cause those voices get louder

And those bullies get closer

And I act like I'm okay

Without I'm nothing

But hurt and break

Cause in this time

I need you

And you may think again

That this is not about you

Cause I just hope you don't mind

I really do love you

And even if my feelings change

The ones I have for you

Are clear as day