Poems.... Of Those Words Never Said

Mom?

Where did u go?
Why would u leave?
I thought u wanted to help

Is helping
Abandonment
Cause that's all I get

I sit here and think of u
While u go with them

Do u want that lonely daughter
With the shattered heart
Or would u rather

Sit there and forget with the many
Drinks and pills
Or just what feels like retakes

U can't fix ur life
With another one

You can't go back to
Dad when he said I'm gone

Mom why not listen
When ur daughter said stay

Cause as people come and go
Guess who I need

I need my high
And drunk
Dumbass mom

Cause in this world
The only one
Who seems to care

Is my

High

And

Drunk

Mom

So mom can't I ask
Just one more time

Do u understand
That ur hopeful
Daughter

Loves u with her whole heart
But do u love her back

Maybe if u knew

Someone left again
U would remind her
That's she's loved by u

She sits and cries
Mom answer this call

Before she losses it
She becomes u
Wanting an escape

But she can't
Cause she promised
U

She wouldn't leave this world
For one person

You.