A: I kindly need an inspiration...😢
And I know you guys have "Don't Leave Me" by BTS on your playlists, play it while reading. JUST SUGGESTING 'cause I'm playing it while typing and it gave me some vibe that I usually get rarely.
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- Lisa
"It's not call disturbance when you take care of someone you love."
My body froze as I heard him whisper.
I couldn't speak...
As if my tongue moved backwards.
I gulped and shutted my eyes close pretending that I haven't heard a thing or I haven't felt him kissing my nape.
But unaticipatedly, his hug tightened making a gasp escaped through my lips.
I still didn't moved though I felt like I am being suffocated.
"I'm sorry..."
Though without me responsing, he kept on talking things in a very unexpected way.
"Sorry for what?"
I am filled with confusion...
But then I didn't asked, though I didn't he seemed to read my mnd cause he answered...
"For betraying you."
My eyes widen as he stated...
And I felt him move.
He lied on his elbow and spun me a little to mae me face him.
His face above mine, few inches away.
His free hand is still hugging me on my waist.
My eyes met his hooded eyes.
I felt his thumb rubbed my covered skin on my waist.
And I felt numb for the moment I realozed what he's trying to do.
He'a trying to comfort me again and to ask for forgiveness and acceptance about what he and Chaeyoung did in the past.
I called it in the past...
But it still lingers on my mind as if it happened just earlier.
"I know you're still mad."
He stated, sure of his words.
And my eyes just stared at his as he continued showing me that he is sincere and really apologetic of what he did.
"I am aware that you like me...and I almost used you...to forget Chaeyoung..."
My eyes turned to his right side as I avoided his eyes.
"Almost used me..."
"And while trying to forget Chaeyoung by being by your side, you feel for me without me being sensitive about it."
He continued with a raspy and shaking voice.
I can feel him being nervous with apologizing.
His hand on my waist is loterally shaking.
"And now that I'm regretting everything...you're not willing to take me as your man anymore."
His forehead touched mine...
And I felt his hot breath mixing mine.
"I really love you...and it took me few sins before realizing it."
He stated and that moment...
I felt his gripping on the shirt I'm wearing.
"I'm regretting it, L-Lisa."
My eyes went back to him as I heard him stammered on stating my name.
He sniffed and I'm sure...
He's crying.
In no more than three seconds...
He sobbed.
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Grievously Prideful (Jungkook x Lisa)
Fanfiction"It is not because she has high standards or expectations. It is not because she is an idol, famous and has a title. It is because I did something that made her reject me and raise her pride over me." ...
