- Lisa
"Lisa, Lisa? Lisa!"
They kept on bombarding my door.
I locked myself inside my room.
As expected, I am horrifyingly crying again.
"Bambam, what have you done to Lisa!?"
I heard Jennie eonnie bewildered voice.
"It wasn't me who did something."
Bambam soudned calm as he answered.
I leaned on the door, slid my back and sat on the carpeted floor.
This happened for few times in the past.
Me leaning on the door while hugging my knees, restimg my forehead on my arms and letting the tears drip on my swollen face.
"I love you, but I think I can ever have you."
"You're weak. Very weak. I think you don't deserve to be loved."
"Very weak. And I think it is only Bambam who can love you until the end of time."
He stated those words with a glaring eyes.
His eyes tell me he hates me so much.
"I have decided to break up with him."
"It is for the better, that's the best thing I can do for him."
I had explained everything already, I kept on repeating the explanation that I had for me to break up with him. But I guess, he never understood my real intention.
Have he forgotten?
I am suffering on my own state.
I am being forced by my parents to marry Bambam who is not a lover for me.
He is just a friend, a bestfriend since childhood and will never be my lover for my eyes.
"Lisa..."
My lips mumbled my own name.
I don't know but perhaps, myself is losing its own grip on me.
"WHAT!?"
Three voices of ladies echoed the whole dorm.
Assumably, Bambam had told them what happened earlier.
"Look at the internet, I am sure there will be a lot of pictures and even videos of what happened at the restaurant earlier."
Bambam assured.
For a moment, I stopped sobbing.
I tried listening to them.
It took a lot of seconds of silence.
They must be checking their phones now.
"Why didn't you pulled her out of that place!?"
Fuming in anger, Jennie eonnie yelled, asking.
"I tried, but I saw how she wanted to fight for herself so I just let her."
He answered confidently and calmly.
I heard sighs...
And sounds of footsteps coming near me.
"Lisa?"
It was Chaeyoung.
She is behind my closed door.
I didn't responded.
She sighed...
Knowing that I won't show myself or even respond an answer.
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Grievously Prideful (Jungkook x Lisa)
Fanfiction"It is not because she has high standards or expectations. It is not because she is an idol, famous and has a title. It is because I did something that made her reject me and raise her pride over me." ...
