Grievously Prideful (Jungkook x Lisa)

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- Lisa

"Lisa?"
         It was Chaeyoung.

The lights are off, and only the light from the television was the source of it.

I just banged myself inside the dorm as I came back, I didn't even texted them that I am going back already.

Chaeyoung turned the lights on.

My face is tear stained and I had to turn the lights off again so I could hide it.

"Stop killing the light, Lisa. Your face is still visible."
         Jisoo eonnie commanded and stated.

She saw my face already, turning off the lights back are useless.

"What happened?"
         Jennie eonnie approached me together with Jisoo eonnie, while Chaeyoung is already pulling my wrist gently for me to walk to the couch.

They began to rub my back as I sat.

My hand is weak but enough to hold the paper, the contract.

I lifted my feet and hugged my legs.
I rested my forehead on my knees.

They tool a minute of silence...
They just rubbed my back knowing that I still can not speak.

While feeling their warm hands gently stroking my back, my eyes got more watery.

My throat felt rocks and I dropped down the contract making Jennie eonnie pick it up and to see.

"Marri..."
        The light from the television made the letters visible, she was about to read it but she was cutted by the realization.

"Lisa..."
        She mumbled under her breath and as she did...

I sobbed.
I let it out.

Few minutes...
Maybe five or ten minutes...

I managed to calm myself a little just to lend a moment for myself to explain.

"What happened?"
        Jisoo eonnie asked as my calmness is enough.

"Are you forced to marry who?"
        Jennie eonnie asked, warm yet halfly annoyed.

I shook my head.

"No one."
        I answered, voice shaking, lips are quivering.

"Then why are you crying? What exactly happened?"
        She asked.

I lifted my head, brushed my fingers on my face as the tears flows down continuously.

"I am not forced to marry him, but I am, to myself, feels like I'm being forced."
         I answered, my lips are trembling as well as my whole body.

"Marry who?"
         Chaeyoung asked.

"No, don't say. I think I know who it is."
          Jisoo eonnie claimed.

And in chorus, they answered themselves with...

"Bambam."
         Whispering like voices.

"If you're not being forced, why do you feel like you are?"
         She asked, before standing up going to somewhere.

I didn't answer...
I still can't compose myself that much to explain.

Jisoo eonnie went back, she placed a pitcher of water and she poured the glass. She handed me it, I drank a little and she took it back and placed on the table.