A: Actually, I should be publishing this chapter after 4 hours since the previous chapter because I want you guys to feel the throes, because I am a GRIEVOUS author(I admit).🤗😂
But because I am also kind and sweet(self-proclaimed😂), I published it now.
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- Jungkook
"Lisa..."
My lips mumbled.
Tears from my eyes continuously poured out quickly.
"She gave up."
"She already did."
I had nothing else to do.
I can't do anything, it is only pleading or begging to save her is the best thing I can ever do.
My knees, once again, gave up.
Her voice echoing on my mind...
"You need to forget me and everything that we had shared, it is too late for the both of us to be together. I guess, we are not going to end like Jimin and Chaeyoung. So, we need to move on. We will be able to see each other again and again, and we need to bear with that."
"I love you."
My hands is still grasping on to hers.
Her cold hands that I used to feel warm, soft and comforting. The hands that usually touching me, caressing my skin, holding on to me.
My own words flashed before me...
"I love you, but I think I can never have you."
"You're weak."
"Very weak."
"Very weak and I think, you don't deserve to be loved."
Our conversation showed for me as well...
"Last night...everything that you said, do you...mean it?"
She asked and stomach started churning.
My knees felt week.
My sanity wants to fly away.
She is asking me a thing I can't answer for now.
"I have reasons."
I answered coldly.
"Reasons?"
She asked.
"Yes."
I agreed.
"Like what?"
She asked.
"For happiness."
I answered.
"You are my happiness, you are, only you."
The images of her crying because of me ceaselessly appeared....
Her swollen eyes...
But then, the memories that made me cry even more are those memories...
When she is smiling at me...
Laughing with me, happy beside me.
Cuddling with me, and the day she accepted me despite of what I did to her.
"Lisa."
Once again, my lips mumbled.
"I'm sorry."
And I uttered and apologized.
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Grievously Prideful (Jungkook x Lisa)
Fanfiction"It is not because she has high standards or expectations. It is not because she is an idol, famous and has a title. It is because I did something that made her reject me and raise her pride over me." ...
