Just Another Bad Boy

The talent show - part 2 (42)

"One half of me wants ya and the other half wants to forget"
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ALLY POV:

The second the music started playing I regretted allowing myself to do this song, it was too honest and too raw, Chase was going to hear it and know it was about him. Oliver was also going to hear it and know it was about Chase.

This was a bad idea.

I wanted to just run out of there like I had with Chase last night, but I knew I couldn't, I looked at his face, he was watching me so intensely like he could see straight through me, my other friends were cheering me on and Oliver had a smile on his face.

I couldn't go back now.

Everything that I felt last night about Chase was suddenly magnified, everything I said last night when writing this song all came back and I began singing.

You make me so upset sometimes
I feel like I could lose my mind
The conversation goes nowhere
'Cause you're never gonna take me there

And I know what I know
And I know you're no good for me
Yeah I know what I know
And I know it's not meant to be

Here's my dilemma
One half of me wants ya
And the other half wants to forget
My-my-my dilemma
From the moment I met ya
I just can't get you out of my head

And I tell myself to run from you
But I find myself attracted to my dilemma,
My dilemma, it's you, it's you

Your eyes have told a thousand lies
But I believe them when they look in mine
I heard the rumors but you won't come clean
I guess I'm hoping it's because of me

And I know what I know
And I know you're no good for me
Yeah I know what I know
And I know it's not meant to be

Here's my dilemma
One half of me wants ya
And the other half wants to forget
My-my-my dilemma
From the moment I met ya
I just can't get you out of my head

And I tell myself to run from you
But I find myself attracted to my dilemma,
My dilemma, it's you, it's you

I could live without you
Your smile, your eyes
The way you make me feel inside
I could live without you
But I don't wanna
I don't wanna

You make me so upset sometimes

Here's my dilemma
One half of me wants ya
And the other half wants to forget
My-my-my dilemma
From the moment I met ya
I just can't get you out of my head
(Can't get you out of my)

And I tell myself to run from you
But I find myself attracted to my dilemma,
My dilemma, it's you, it's you

It's you [repeat]

My-my-my dilemma

When singing the last verse of the song I looked into the audience, Oliver had left, he must have gotten upset and left, I can't blame him.