Tessa Brooks~Logan Paul (Completed)

•part 75•

I hope my dad is okay. I'm mad that my mom tried to kill my dad. I'm just very mad at my mom. I go to the bathroom and shut the door loudly and lock it. I find a razor in one of the bags. I roll up my sweatshirt sleeve. I start cutting. I bite down on my lip so I don't make noise. 1 cut. 2 cuts. 7 cuts. I finally stop because it's bleeding a lot. I look at the bloody razor in my hand and start to cry. I rinse it with water and put it in the trash. I rinse my cuts and put a bandage around it to try and stop the bleeding. After a few minutes it stops bleeding so I take the bandage off and throw it away. I roll my sleeve back down and lay back in bed with Logan. He is facing away from me so I put my arm around him. I start to see the my tears are rolling down his bare back. No. NO. He turns around and immediately pulls me into a hug.
Logan:what's wrong?
Tessa:n-nothing
Logan:I know your lying,just tell me what's wrong
Tessa:*i tell him everything besides about Anthony and cutting*
Logan:it's okay...your mom can't hurt anyone and we will see Ev in a couple days
Tessa:ok
He grabs my hand and holds it. It's kinda hurt. He holds our hands up in the air,trying to be cute. Then my sleeve slides down and exposes my wrist. Shit. Logan sees it and puts my hand down.
Logan:why?
Tessa:I'm sorry
Logan:please don't hurt yourself
He kisses my forehead. My hand starts to bleed a little so he goes and gets me a bandage. I guess I'll be wearing sweatshirts for a while. At some point I fell asleep.

Next morning

I wake up and see Logan is awake. We say good morning and stuff. I go out to the living room area and don't see anyone,so I text Kylie.
Tessa:hey,where did you guys go?
Kylie:Sorry,we just went out for breakfast,we will be back in 1 hour or more
Tessa:ok
I go tell Logan that they are gone. I go lay next to him and we start kissing. Then making out. Then...yeah....you know what happened.