♡ 18th September 2014. ♡
Today's a special day. My eyes are filled with tears right now.
Dear grandpa,
Today would have been your 84th birthday.
I miss you very much, honestly, we all do. I wish you still would have been here with us.
We visited your grave today, my brother, mum and dad, me, your boys and grandma. But most important, we were there with you. And that was amazing.
Grandma was so strong. She didn't tear up but we could hear she was taking it hard at her voice. We all took it hard and I did tear up, and I still do, but we are proud of you and we all love you so much. This is forever grandpa, we are forever. ♡
All the love,
Saskia. I'll visit you soon again hero.
'in onze gedachten en ons hart, zal je altijd bij ons zijn'
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- 8:25pm -
I'm tired. And numb. Expect that, I'm ok. 11 days clean, all because of you Niall James Horan. I'll make you proud. :)
I'm really not in the mood for writing so bye.
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Non-FictionI never wrote stuff before. But this might be my first "story". I think I'm going to write down what I have to go through everyday. I'm suicidial, selfharming and depressed. Maybe writing will calm me down. Let's just try it *** This contains self h...
