4th October 2014.
It's 9:23pm and just 30 minutes I was perfectly fine. I was at the stable watching a huge horse show, and like all the people who had anything to do with horses was there and it was just really awesome. Then I had to leave to pick up my brother from the cinema. He was late and my mum was/is very angry. It was really scary. She said she was really frustrated and I answered "Yeah.." there was a war going on inside of me. Really. Well we're all in the car now and yeah I hope we're back at the stable as soon as possible.
5th October 2014.
I haven't drank last night but I'm hungover as fuck. Headache. Tiredness. I'm just destroyed.
10pm and I'm so done with everything. Just wanna cry. Goodbye.
Sorry for the worst update ever
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Non-FictionI never wrote stuff before. But this might be my first "story". I think I'm going to write down what I have to go through everyday. I'm suicidial, selfharming and depressed. Maybe writing will calm me down. Let's just try it *** This contains self h...
