SOUL } BTS

SOUL } 36

The next three days went on quite uneventfully and quite quickly, and it was now the day of their departure. It was completely terrible to say good bye to them. 

I went to the airport with them. The staff already said we could walk around together, and be seen together so I thought what the fuck. 

The bodyguards pushed past the crowd of ARMY so we could get through. I heard my fair share of threats and name calling, and I was in the middle of all the boys so it made sense. We were all wearing masks, and everyone all had hats or hoods on. "You okay, Kook?" I asked, and he nodded. "I just don't like hearing people say this stuff about you." He says, and I nod. 

"It's okay, remember that I was chosen to handle this." I say, and he nods. "I'm gonna miss you, Ara Noona." Jimin says, and I hum. "You are all too cute. I'll miss you all too." I say. When it comes time for them to board, they look to me. Jungkookie and Jiminie have tears in their eyes. I pull them into hugs first. Then I hug Tae, Yoongi, Namjoon, Jin and finally Hoseok. 

"Take care of the boys for me." I hum, and he chuckles. "Take care of yourself." He says, and I nod. "I'll see you in a month and a half." I say, and he sniffs. "Yeah, see you then." He says. We pull back and they depart into the plane. As soon as the plane takes off, I let out a few tears.

I call an Uber to my mountain, and go to my cliff. It still smells like them. I had been taking them everyday since I first showed them. I stayed there, and I missed them. It was weird, I felt pathetic and weak and... alone. I watched the sky, before I got a text. 

Jiminie🙃🌸: I. MISS. YOU. 

I grin at his text. 

Noona😊😚: I miss you too babyy

Jiminie🙃🌸: we're only two hours in and i miss you sock much

Jiminie🙃🌸: so*

Jiminie🙃🌸: lol

Noona😊😚: I'm at the cliff

Jiminie🙃🌸: cool- i really want a huggg

Noona😊😚: ik baby picture attached

Jiminie🙃🌸: you're so preettty Ara Noona

Noona😊😚: aw you're adorablee

Jiminie🙃🌸: ive gtgg Namjoonie wants to do a vlive- tune in?

Noona😊😚: ofcc baby 

I watched the V-Live, and it was really cute. They kept skipping over questions about me. Tae or Jimin would read out the questions softly, and then grinning in response. Tae keeps trying to suppress a smile. When they finish the V-Live, Namjoon calls me. 

"I miss you baby girl. Did you watch the V-Live?" He asks, and I grin. "Yeah, I did. I think the ARMY is getting sus." I say, and he laughs. "You think? We're not even trying to hide you anymore." He says, laughing, I giggle. "Well I think we need to ease them into the idea." I say, and he chuckles. "Yeah. I think our ARMY will understand when they understand you're our soulmate. What're you doing?" He asks. 

"I'm on the cliff." I say. He pauses, then chuckles. "If it was anyone except you saying that, I'd freak out." He says, making me giggle. "You should be worried. I could fall off." I say, and he snickers. "I trust you to not hurt my baby girl." He says, making me hum. "Aw thanks Joonie. When do you land?" I ask. He sighs. "We're only halfway there." He says, and I sigh. "This is gonna be so long. I think one of the hardest decisions will be who to fall asleep on the phone with." I say, and he hums, "I'm really sorry we had to leave you. I know it must be harder for you than it is for us." 

I nod. "Yeah it just hurts. Being away from you guys." I say, sighing. "I don't know how I'll be away from you for a month and a half." I say. We hung up after a few hours, after the phone was passed to everybody and back. When we did, I put on some BTS and watched the sky. I just listened to their soothing voices, texting them when they texted me. 

My family blew me up, and I just sat on the cliff, dangling my feet off the cliff. I only tested the boys, my boys. It was really isolating, and soon I got to watch the sunset. Except, this time it wasn't with the boys. I layed down on the grass and watched as the sky got dark. Soon enough, Yoongi called me. "Hi, Yoongi." I mumbled, and he cleared his throat. "You okay, Jagi girl?" He asked sharply. "Yup." I say. "So we just got off the plane. It's time for bed over there, do you want to fall asleep on the phone?" He asks. I hum. "What ever you'd like, Yoonie." I say, my voice light and faint. "What's wrong, Jagi? Where are you?" He asks, and I giggle. 

"'M on the cliff." I mumble. He curses lowly. "Have you been there since we left, Jagi?" He asks, already aware that we've all been awake for 48-ish hours. I hum. "Yup." I say. "Aw Jagi what are you doing?" He asks. I hum. "Listening to BTS duh." I say, and he sighs as I giggle. "You need to call you're brother, can you do that?" He asks, and I giggle. "You're not the boss of me." I say, and he curses again. "Stay on the phone with me, Ara, okay?" He says, and I sigh. "I wan' to talk to Jiminie or Hoseokie." I say, and Yoongi sighs. 

"Uh, I'm putting you on speaker phone. Everyone's here." He says, and then I hear their voices. "What's wrong baby girl?" Namjoon asks, a worried tone to his voice. "I'm just tired. I'm gonna go. Goodnight boys." I giggle, clicking off. Hoseok immediately texts me. 

Seokie😜😝: Can you send me Dae's number?

My World😘: why sksks

My World😘: You have a crush on my brother?

My World😘: ewww sksks lmao

My World😘: wait you are mine

My World😘: no i dont have his number sorry

Seokie😜😝: ...really Ara did you just turn into a VSCO girl

Seokie😜😝: i dont have a crush on any of your siblings

My World😘: liaR

Seokie😜😝: just give me his number, Ara

Seokie😜😝: please

My World😘: nope bc if you call my brother he'll come get me

My World😘: im not stupid hahahahaha sksks

My World😘: get riggidy riggidy rekt a big cunga chunga 

Seokie😜😝: fine- can you text your brother my number?

My World😘: i cannot

Seokie😜😝: pleasee

My World😘:
Message Not Recieved 
Issue #404 
Please Try Again Later

My World😘: *Received

Seokie😜😝:...Fine 

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