familiar

chapter 22

maddie got abel when he woke up. "hey baby youve slept good. you hungry?" she cooed gently rocking him as she made a bottle.

she sat down on the bed and fed him and she sang "you are my sunshine" softly to him. jax heard maddie talking to abel. he watched she was sat on the bed to feed him, he listened silently as she sang to him. it made him love her even more, watching her with their son. he felt a pain in his heart thinking about the baby that they lost. jax didnt even know if he wanted another kid, not so soon if ever but once he found out he wanted it. he wanted one with maddie, he wanted to experience the pregnancy with her.

maddie burped abel in the middle of his bottle. "youve gotten so big baby boy. im so sorry mama hasnt been here. ive missed you so much. im never going anywhere again my sweet boy. youre stuck with me. even if me and youre daddy dont work out in the end ill always be here for you. youre mamas number one man." she told him as she rocked him back to sleep. she laid him down "i love you abel."

maddie turned around to see jax looking at her and jumped "jesus. creep much" she said hitting him with a pillow. jax pulled her down on the bed "i love you. im sorry. and we are going to work out. im not giving up, ever. ill fight for you, our family until my last breath."

"i need a shower and should probably go start breakfast. im sure the guys will start getting up soon." she said looking at the clock. it was only 5:30am

"stay here with me babe. they can find food or starve."

maddie smacked his arm "jax come on. hopefully in a couple days we can go home and ill just cook for you."

"can you do that naked?" he winked "perv. maybe." she kissed him fast

jax was glad to hear her refer to his house as home. he knew they needed to talk about everything but he just wanted to enjoy her being there.

maddie got in the shower, halfway through she wasnt surprised to feel jax wrap his arms around her. "couldnt stay away could you" "fuck no. the thought of you in here with water running over you, fuck." he said kissing her neck. maddie could feel him against her back, she reached around and stroked him. "fuck mads." he turned her head to kiss her.

jax moved her against the walk and ran his fingers between her legs "damm baby were you already thinking about me" "always jackson." she moaned as he rubbed her "i need you now jax" she moaned. jax lined himself up and pushed into her. "fuck baby youre so wet. damn." "jax ive told you when youre around it just happens. and seeing you in bed sheets barely covering your hips i wanted you right there. fuck" jax pushed in and out slowly teasing her "i swear to god if you dont fuck me good right now jax." "oh you want if fast?" he asked speeding up maddies head dropped to the shower wall "hard?" he asked slamming into her. their hands were locked together on the shower wall, her hand tightening around his "jax" she moaned. he kissed on her neck.

jax let go of her hands slipping one in front of her and one on her hip. he changed their position pushing her against the wall even more as he rubbed on her clit. maddie kept moaning and squirming. "oh fuck. jax kiss me." she mumbled almost incoherently jax did as she asked.

it wasnt long before they both found their release. "good morning babe" jax said smirking before kissing her "oh yeah it is." she smiled before they both washed and got out.

maddie got dressed and put her hair into a big messy bun on her head. she put on her black converse, shorts and a grabbed a tshirt. "somebody made it so i cant wear a tank top" she glared at jax.

"im sorry baby. how do you think my back looks? i told you best head ever. you could have told me to give you anything in this world and i would have done it."