I Won't Tell If You Won't

Raven

    To say I was pissed was an understatement. I don't know who told Larry about me and K.C, but the shit was wack. I would have eventually said something to him just at the right time. Then again this would be the wack shit K.C ass would pull. I didn't understand it, like my nigga you have a while fucking wife. Why are you so pressed on my pussy?. Thinking to myself maybe it was the best he ever had. Hell I didn't know and I really didn't give a fuck. Sending him that text we were going to get this shit nipped in the bud asap.

"Ugh!!!!!!"

Blowing out a breathe, I went in search of my baby daddy. I knew he didn't leave because one he had one too many drinks and two he left his keys and phone on the bed. I did try to go through it but I didn't know his passcode, plus he had the finger recognition thing on it. Rubbing my belly to settle my babies down, I knew I had to keep calm. The doctor's told me I needed to take it easy before they came early. 

"Ok, mommies babies. I'm good, everything is going to be fine. Let's go find daddy so we can go to bed"

After my little pep talk I headed straight for the kids room. Flipping on the light, he was nowhere in sight. Didn't even look like he came in here. Shutting off the night light, I was back on my search. Checking the other rooms, I came up empty.

"If he not down here I'm going to put out an APB on his ass"

Stopping in the kitchen I grabbed me a brownie out of my stash and searched the rest of the house.

"Larry??"

"Larry!!!"

Opening the garage door, nothing. At this point I have looked everywhere. I know he pissed but I feel like we should be talking about it. Standing in the hall, I could see a light coming from the back. Making my way towards the back, could see him in swimming in the pool. Grabbing a big towel, I went out to make piece. Stopping mid swim he looked at me. For the first time I really felt like shit. Continuing on, I sat the towel down on the chair and took off my pajama pants and tried my best to sit down on the edge of the pool. This shit was harder than I thought.

"Raven what are doing"

"I'm trying to sit down"

Finally getting myself together, I kicked my legs as we just stared at each other.

"Can we talk?"

"Not right now"

"Why?"

"You didn't feel the need to tell me then, so why should we talk about it now?"

"Ok, I deserved that. In my defense I did not think we would have gotten this far. Plus this was way before you"

"But you didn't think to tell me period. Got this mutha fucka looking and laughing at me. Fuck!!!!!"

Splashing water he got out and stormed off. Slamming the patio door made me jump a little. Letting the tears fall these would be one of the times where I needed my girls. The way my body is set up, plus the fact that my phone is upstairs. I was all kinds of fucked. Swinging my legs these hormones was kicking my ass.

"I'm so sorry babies. Mommy messed up, and now I'm stuck here because your daddy left"

Scooting towards the steps which honestly was a few feet away. I managed to pull myself up and out of the water. Looking up towards my room I could see the bedroom light on. Grabbing the towel I brought out on dried off my legs and picked up my bottoms. Deciding that we were obviously not going to get this solved tonight. I went in the room and grabbed my belongings along with my body pillow and camped out in the guest room. After getting myself situated I thought about calling my sisters but them heifers was probably either getting dick, sleep, or a combination of both.

Saying fuck it I played bingo on my phone for a minute until I got sleepy. But these damn hormones would not let me be great. Every few minutes I would start crying.

"Ugh!!!! this shit is for the birds"

Putting my phone on the charger I got as comfortable as I could be. No sooner than that, I could hear footsteps coming to the door. Laying there quietly I knew he was on the other side of the door.

*Knock*

*Knock*

"Raven?"

Not answering I wanted to say something but then again I really didn't feel like arguing again.

*Knock*

*Knock*

"Rae?"

Snuggling under the covers I was going to try my hardest to get some rest. Just as I was drifting off I could feel him looking at me.

"Why are you in here?"

Again for the sake of not arguing I didn't say anything. I guess he didn't like it because he came right over and picked my big ass up.

"Larry what hell are you doing? Put the fuck down before you drop me"

"Thought you was sleep. Plus you know me dropping is not going to happen"

"I was comfortable thank you very much"

"Now you can be comfortable in the bed where you belong"

Placing me back on the bed, he went and got my stuff out of the other room. I was so confused at this point. One minute he didn't want to talk then the next he wants me next to him so he could rub my belly.

"Good night"

"Really dude?"

"Yes really. You know I can't sleep if I don't feel babies moving"

"You know what. Whatever"

Moving his arm I laid with my back to him.

"Stop playing with me Raven"

Pulling me closer to him, he wrapped his arm around me and did like he normally does and rubbed my belly. I didn't know what it was about him doing it but it did feel good and it soothed the twins.

"Good night"....................