Love is unbelievable (A Justin Bieber fanfic, Completed)

Chapter 29

Joyce POV:

Im so so depressed. I loved Uncle Devon so much. And now he is dead. Justin comforts me but he can see Im having a hard time now. Tomorrow is his funeral, and Justin and I are going to the funeral. I dont know if Im gonna give a speech, Im too down now. We are touring for like 3 weeks now and it has supposed to be fun, not depressing. Im in my room all day. I dont want to come out of my room. I took my razors and cut myself. Yep, Im cutting. I dont show it to Justin. He would be so mad. I put the razorblades away and take some sleepingpills. I wish I never left Uncle Devons house. I dont write music anymore, dont sing anymore, dont to anything. Its worthless. I dont care anymore. Its better that I would be dead. Justin loves me but he doesnt take the time to come to me. He is so so busy. I put on my hoodie and a jacket. I walk out of the bus, I need fresh air now, before I go crazy. When Im outside Im relaxing more. I inhale the fresh air and that makes me feel good, and that the only thing now that makes me feel good. I dont eat much, dont drink much. Im becoming very skinny. I go back in the bus when I see Paparazzi. I dont want them to see me. When Im back in the bus, I see Justin is back from the concert. "Hey baby." he said and he kissed me softly. I kissed back and pulled away. "Are you okay baby? You look very depressed." he said worried and he held me in his arms. He sings Be Alright softly and strokes my back. Then he let go off me and he takes me with him to his room. We sleep seperate now because the bed in justins room was too small for us two. Justin puts in a dvd and we start to watch a movie. Then suddenly he pauses the movie. I see that my sleeves were fallen down. Shit. He saw that I was cutting myself. "Joyce why?! Dont do this ever again. I hate you seeing like this. Dont cut okay?" he said worried and took me in his arms. "Joyce Iknow you are sad cause.of the passing of your.uncle. You dont need to cut Joyce. Youre perfect to me, and I love you so so much." he said and he kissed me. We started to make out, and we pulled away for air. "Ill get a little bandage for the wounds. Luckily they arent deep and you got two." Justin said and he put a bandage on the cuts. First he kisses the.cuts. "Please dont do this again." he said pleading. I nodded

The next day I was awake early. Today was uncle Devons funeral. Justin was awake too so I prepared myself. I wear a black dress. When I was finished I saw Justin standing in a black tie suit. Oh he looked so sexy. So fucking sexy. "You look good babe." he said and kissed my lips. A cab was waiting for us. The car ride was silent. Justin held my hand and carressed it. When we arrived we stepped out and walked to the rest of the family. Michael and KITT were here too. "Im so sorry for your.loss Joyce." he said and hugged me. I nodded. "You know that uncle has made up a will. It can be that uncle gives it all to me, including KITT." I warned him. He nodded. We walked inside the church. The ceremony was beautifull. His.coffin was dark brown with white roses on it. I held a.little speech about how great uncle was and what he has done for the governement. When the ceremony was finished we walked outside. "They will burry him in a closed circle of his colleagues and his wife." I said and dried my tears. "Lets go back. Tomorrow Im getting the will of uncle." I said and Justin kissed my cheek. "Im so proud of you how you handled this all.today." he said smiling. I took his hand and we stepped.in the cab.

After a few hours driving we were back at the bus. I changed my clothes and put on some comfortable clothes. Justin had to leave again for his concert. I was alone on the bus for three hours. Luckily I brought some books with me for when I was bored. So I took one of my books and started to read. When I was on the end of the book, I felt two arms around my waist and a pair of lips on my neck. "Justin, dont. Im reading." I said holding in a moan. I felt him smile and he kissed my lips. "Finally found something to do?" he said and pecked my lips again. "Im free now. What you want to do?" he asked. I looked at him, and before I could answer he had me pinned onto the bed and kissed me tenderly. I kissed back and we started to make out. I pulled away because I heard knocking on my door. Justin went off me and I opened the door. I didnt believe my eyes. My best friend and famous Youtuber Josh Leyva!