BTS's mafia princess (namjoon Fanfic) COMPLETE

chapter 7: scared and alone

I sat with my arms crossed taking a deep breath before starting "after I had fled, I settled down in a hostel before finding a job at a nearby restaurant, until he found me the first time he had tortured me for a whole day cutting and breaking bones that I was on the brink of death until one of his men had freed me as he was a friend of my brothers he took pity on me and as I was running Dae-chul found me and force himself on me I can still hear him in my mind but halfway through I got the knife from one of his pockets and stabbed him in the shoulder getting myself free, I ran and ran to my hostel where I grabbed my things and caught the next bus back into Seoul thinking I could blend in which I did for a couple of months, but one of his men Kai found me so I knocked him out later that night and tied him up In a warehouse just outside of Seoul. I hate how I was in the past..." the tears welled up in my eyes "his screams still haunt me but I had to do it to prove a point to Dae-chul that was not to fuck with me after breaking his fingers, I let him go back to Dae-chul and I hadn't heard anything till a couple weeks ago I started to get messages again about how he wanted revenge for Kai and then that's when I started coming to different cafes to get my mind off things but that night you took me I was sure I was going to die so I... I told myself I will kill him or join min-hyung in the process I was prepared to die that night but as I looked into your eyes namjoon in that café I started to question myself and my option because after everything I had done someone still smiled at me..." they all stayed silent as I cried into my hands that were shaking, I quickly wiped my tears and sighed "it doesn't matter anyway who wants breakfast I'll go out and get stuff for waffles, okay?" they all turned to me so I nodded quickly getting my shoes and leaving, as I walked to the store I ruffled my hair out of frustration and mumbled "for fuck sake, why did I have to spout out everything I probably scared them!" I sighed and grab a basket before placing all the ingredients in the basket, I look up and see my favourite type of soju so I get enough for all of the boys as well and checkout as I am walking back I have the feeling someone is following me so I turn down an alley placing the bags on the floor and get my knife ready as they turn down the alley I see it is the same guy from this morning "hey beautiful we meet again?" I scoff and speak "why hello I guess you're not part of their gang so its fine for me to kill you then?" he smirked "I work for Dae-chul my dear, sent to find you," I rush at him but he gets a hold of my neck making me gasp for air and he pushes me against a wall the speakers in a creepy tone "this should be fun!" I smirk taking my knife and ramming it into his eye "very!" I fall to floor gasping for air as he cries out in pain I take the opportunity to run but i take my knife back and grab my bags I look back one more time speaking "don't fuck with me again and tell your boss to fuck off as well," and with that I leave and run home as I get home,
I place the bags on the island in the kitchen and clean the blood from my knife and hands but I stop when I see all the boys staring at me from the doorway, I look away cleaning my hands and knife but speak "that guy from earlier came back for more, so I had to do what I had to do," I sigh seeing the end of my knife had snapped a little so I mumble "the bastard broke my knife" after a little while I was all cleaned up so I began making waffles with the boys all sat up the island watching me maybe worried but very curious, as I served the plates they all started to eat and I smiled seeing them enjoy my cooking but then I spoke "why don't I become a more active member of your gang?" they all choked on their food and start staring then namjoon spoke up "why would you want to?" I smiled leaning my elbow on the counter "so im a bit more useful, plus I can fight and help with getting information," I saw jimin gulp as I said get information, so I turn and pout at namjoon "please I can be useful," he looked away from me and thought for a minute "okay but you can't go on deliveries with hobi or Yoongi!" I saw the smiley one hobi wave at me then I looked at Yoongi and scrunched up my face and covered myself with my hands "don't want to anyway he is a perv!" he looked at me with confusion then came to a realisation and smirked at me with half shut eyes so I scoffed and turned back to namjoon who was shooting daggers at Yoongi.