As we get through the door, I don't say anything I just go upstairs and place my light sticks with the rest of my albums from the boys, then I take a shower but as I come out in only a towel I see Yoongi sitting on my bed waiting for me so I speak trying to sound happy "you come to spy again?" he chuckled but looked at me serious "did you stick up for namjoon over taemin?" I sighed crossing my arms over my chest "yeah of course taemin was being a dick, why?" he looked me dead in the eyes and smiled "thank you for that, I know namjoon and I know he hate kpop and idols for a fact but even though he felt uncomfortable he still took you to see shinee," I smiled sitting next to Yoongi on the bed and I placed my head on his shoulder I chuckled "you know what?" he looked at me "you not as grumpy as you put on," he smiled ruffling my hair "get changed I want to show you somewhere," I got up and picked up some comfy clothes (leggings and an oversized jumper) and I followed Yoongi out my room and downstairs only to see it was dark so I tried to find the kitchen but as I was tripping over things, I heard little giggles all around me, I started to get worried until the lights flick on to shine a pale pink colour with namjoon sitting at the kitchen table with pizza and a bottle of wine I giggled as he offered me a seat. I gladly took the seat looking to my side seeing all the boys in waiter outfits I started to snort, as I laughed I wiped a tear before speaking "why are they dressed up like that...joonie," as I turned to namjoon he started to look really nervous so I grabbed his hand and smiled interlocking our fingers "you know I wasn't gonna say anything but thank you for today I really do appreciate everything you all have done for me," I look to namjoon again and giggle seeing him lost for words so I speak again "I like you namjoon!" my face went red and I became more nervous as the silence grew longer, after about 10 minutes I let go of his hand and stood up bowing "it's okay I understand," I looked at namjoon not realising that I was crying the I went upstairs and locked my bedroom door as I sat on my bed I started to hear knocks on my door so I spoke "I want to be alone," after a little while the knocks stopped and I started to cry, I was crying until I almost fell asleep but then I heard my door being kicked in, I sat up seeing all the boys standing outside in the doorway they all stared at me so I lied back down and spoke "im fine as you can see, can I sleep?" they all started to whisper to each other before I heard footstep come to my side of the bed as I looked up I saw jungkook bending down to my level or just sitting on the floor I just sighed as his wiped the tears from my eyes "hyung just isn't good at expressing his feeling y/n I know he loves you," the tears started to flow more as he said that but as he started to panic it made me laugh "kookie im fine okay," he smiled like a bunny "kookie? I like it, let me treat you too a drink?" I smiled taking his hand as we walked downstairs i see it's empty and lifeless, I smiled as he handed me a glass of wine. we sat together and talked until I started to liven up so I spoke in a loud whisper "let's go out for ice cream," he chuckled "sure," as we snuck out the house I couldn't help but laugh then I pulled out a cigarette and started to smoke as we got to the store I ran in picking out cookie dough and jungkook picked out the same as we paid I couldn't help but see a bottle of rum on the shelf so I picked it up placing it on the counter and we finished as we walked and ate our ice creams I wanted to stop at a park before going home, as I sat swinging back and forth I spoke "kookie do you really think he likes me?" he scoffed "likes? More like loves or would give anything for you," I furrowed my eyebrows "what do you mean?" he chuckled before speaking " he adores you y/n, even when we walked in your apartment after you killed those guys he still smiled seeing you laughing with Yoongi," I smiled feeling more confident
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BTS's mafia princess (namjoon Fanfic) COMPLETE
Fanfictionlee y/n grew up in a hostile environment and had to fight to survive until namjoon and his gang come along .... what will happen?
