The trap boys were hosting a pool party, it was just going to be the boys girlfriends and a few other people. I was only invited because Kat told me to come. She had said that Colby invited Amber, which honestly broke my heart. I wasn't really confident in my body, which resulted to me just weary a T-shirt and Jean shorts. I rather just fall asleep on the lounge chairs then swim and watch Colby flirt.
When I got to the trap house I saw everyone in there swim suits and ready to go. Of course Amber wore a VERY open bathing suit(It's just for the story I think amber is beautiful and amazing!). Kat came up to me smiled.
"Where's you're swim suit?" She asked.
"I'm not going to swim." I said bluntly as I walked into the kitchen grabbing a soda.
She frowned then walked outside. I was glad they all left before I lost it. When I walked out Amber was already all over Colby, I sat down but then moved to go more near the basketball hoop. Jake came over and smiled.
"What are you doing loser." Jake asked passing me the basketball.
"Being a loser." I giggled a little while shooting the ball into the hoop.
"Nice shot, I know seeing Colby with a girl sucks. I'm sorry." He said looking at me with sympathy.
"I'm used to it, boys never like me. I just grown to get used to it. I've spent my whole life being rejected so why does it matter if he rejects me." I said sitting down with watery eyes.
"It matters because you love him, you care for him. No one I ever met cares or cared so much about Colby besides Sam." He said hugging me.
"I-I just want one day where I don't feel like this ugly, horrible person. I want to be in a relationship and feel loved, I want to experience true love." I answered back fully cry.
"I'm sorry, I'm you're best friend no matter what. You can always come cry on me." He smiled.
I nodded before getting up and walking past Colby, he was giving me worried eyes as I looked at him with red watery eyes. I walked inside and sat on the couch, I scrolled through my phone when I felt someone jump over the couch. I looked and saw it was Colby.
"Hey pretty lady, what you doing here all alone." He said in a southern accent.
"Shut up idiot." I faked smiled
"Ouch that hurt, but seriously what's wrong." He said frowning.
"Nothing, I'm going to leave anyways." I answered while getting up as quickly as possible.
"Whoa, why in such rush. You okay?" He asked grabbing my hand.
"Can everyone just for one second stop asking me if I'm okay. Obviously not, just.. Just stop." I snapped.
I was mad, overwhelmed, and honestly jealous. I wanted to leave and never come back.
"Hey, hey it's okay." Colby said hugging me.
"No it's not, the boy I love is probably taken. I just cried in front of Jake. I'm losing it, I'm losing my mind." I cried as I felt Colby hug me tighter.
"The boy obviously lost an amazing person, and Jake doesn't care if you cry in front of him. He's seen a lot worse, trust me." He sighed while confronting me.
"Who's the boy?" He asked.
"It's no one." I answers while sniffing.
"Come on, tell you're bff who it is." He said bugging me.
"Colby it's no one." I answered back annoyed.
"Fine then we aren't friends anymore." He said crossing his arms.
"Oh my dear, it's you okay." I said annoyed while standing up.
"Really?" He asked in disbelief.
"Yes I know, you like Amber it's fine." I sighed.
Colby walked up to me and then kissed me. I was shocked but went with it.
"I like you to dummy." He said smirking while pulling away.
I smiled like crazy then kissed him back.
"Be mine?" He asked.
I immediately nodded and hugged him.
A/n- Hey everybody! Sorry is this was bad I'm trying, it's hard to write when you got no motivation. I hope you all enjoyed love you all! ❤️
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