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I was walking down the stairs hurriedly, suddenly my legs slip and I fell through the stairs. My head bumped to the metal staircase and my stomach started hurting. Soon I was lying on the floor in pain . There was blood around me .
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Finn *********************************** When I woke up in the morning I found Rossie's hands wrapped around me . Her head was on my arm and she was sleeping like an angel. She looked so beautiful. Sometimes I just wonder that if she would have been a model then she could definitely win miss world or miss universe . I can't stop myself from praising her.
I am so helpless around her . I can't resist her. Even though what had happened yesterday, still I am here sleeping with her and soothing her.
But I can't erase that scene from my memory. Whenever I see this room that incident come alive in my eyes.
I slowly stood from the bed and headed towards my room. I didn't want to face her today so I got ready and left for the office early.
I was not in a good mood today because of which I scolded my employees without any reason. I know I am being unreasonable, but I can't help it. It seems as though my life revolves around Rossie. If she is happy then I am happy , if she is sad , so I am. It feels as though she owned my emotions and I am living on mercy of her. She is the love of my life . I had not felt this before . Earlier everything was so different , even though I loved her but I did get distracted like now. Maybe because she never gave me that sort of important. But now I matter for her . My opinion matters for her .
But what would happen when she will regain her memory? This all will become an illusion.
She would never love me then and become the Rosaline which she was earlier. I have had very high hopes from life which couldn't be fullfilled . We could never be a happy couple . Because one day she will definitely get back her memory and then she will give divorce to me and leave me.
And then I will again become like a lifeless creature so it will be better for me to keep a distance from her so that her aloofness would not hurt me much in future. I will not get attached to her. I have to control my emotions. Yeah this is the only way from which I can save myself from the pain which I will feel when she would leave me.
When I reached home I opened the door but there was complete darkness.
Why hasn't anyone opened the lights? Where is Rossie ? Has something happened to her? Oh God ! I need to find her.
I got panicked and made my way through the darkness towards her room , forgetting that I have decided not to talk to her a minute ago.
This is the helplessness of love . Love makes us powerful and helpless as same time. These two contrasting traits can only be felt when one is in love . Our loved one becomes our strength as well as weakness. And she is my weakness. My only weakness and my biggest strength.
When I reached around the dining table I saw the food was beautifully served and there were candles all around the table and the room was filled with the beautiful odour of roses.
Then I looked around surprised when my Rossie came out of her room in a beautiful, elegant and gorgeous pink dress. I stood there mesmerized.
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