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I couldn't do it, I couldn't confess that he feels less of a man because of my selfishness. And that's all it was, I was being selfish. I was chasing my youth, thinking that if I could prolong only having myself to be responsible for, then I wouldn't have to grow up.
But being 25, I don't know what I was so desperately trying to hang onto. It's not like if I became pregnant I would be a teen in trouble. I would be a woman with an incredible husband who is going to make an even better father.
So I decided, as of today, I'm no longer using contraception. We are going to become parents.
And honestly, I'm excited.
After finally getting a less than sober Tae into bed, I skipped my routine of waiting for him to fall asleep to secretly take my pill, I just simply snuggled into his chest and imagined his reaction when I finally get to say those beautiful words. I'm pregnant.
Waking up in the morning I'm still confident with my decision, especially when I look over at an extremely hungover Tae clutching his head in front of the mirror asking me what the hell happened last night.
I may have messed with him a little by telling him that he and Jungkook are now best of friends and that he agreed to do a charity sky dive with him.
I wish I took a picture of his face when I said that.
But now I'm in the kitchen making him a hangover breakfast feeling happy that I decided not to drink last night. Screw being hungover as hell and having to stare at a computer all day.
"Princess I don't feel so good." He pouts as he joins me in the kitchen, watching as I plate up his food.
"It was self inflicted Tae, you get no sympathy." I chuckle at him as I set his plate in front of him. "Now eat up, the grease from the bacon will help your stomach."
Joining him at the table he informs me he has another late night at the gallery this evening, he needs to get the exhibition ready for the reveal party they will be hosting Saturday night which if all goes well, he may even sell some pieces of art to the high profile clientele that are set to attend.
"Sarah will be there tonight?" I try to ask nonchalantly, hoping he can't sense my jealousy.
"Yes baby, but you know you have nothing to worry about. You're all I see."
"Promise?" I pout as I shove more food inside my mouth. "Because you know she sees you right?"
"I don't care." He shakes his head vigorously. "And to prove it I have something extra special planned for our anniversary."
"Really?? Like what?"
"It's a secret." He grins as he taps his nose. "But lets just say I think it's about time we tested out your birthday gifts."
"I agree." I smirk, playing to his flirty tone. "But I also think it's about time we leave for work."
"If you weren't my wife princess I would say you were a cock block." He frowns as he takes our empty plates to the sink.
"You weren't saying that last night when we were having sex in a vacant car park."
"We what?!!??"
After both agreeing to take separate cars to work today because Tae doesn't know when he will be coming home tonight, I park the car in the underground car park below my office.
Holding the lavish invitations in my hand for Taes event, I must say I was quite surprised to see him write one out for Jungkook before handing them to me.
He said it was only fair seeing as Kook invited him out last night. If you ask me, I think Tae secretly likes him now.
Which is absolutely fine by me, if we can all get along and live in peace, I will be happy. Even if it does mean I'm subjected to some cringe worthy conversations between to two of them.
Walking into the coffee shop, I instantly laugh as I see a worse for wear Kook hunched over a table in the corner. Clutching onto a coffee cup with his head on the table as the other office workers snicker at him.
"Feeling rough Kook?" I smile down at him as he lifts his head with a groan.
"Y/N you have no idea. That husband of yours is a bad influence you know that?"
Thinking back to our car park activities last night, I just grin and nod at him. Yes I'm fully aware that it's extremely hard to say no to Tae. I married him didn't I?
"Whilst we're on the subject of my husband, here." Handing him the cream coloured envelope, he looks at his name inscribed on the front with a frown before looking back up at me.
"What is it?"
"Tae is inviting you to his event at the gallery, they are unveiling a new exhibit he's been working on and he said he'd like you to be there." I inform him as I take the empty seat opposite him, waving at Jin behind the counter as he mouths the word coffee at me.
"Me? He said he wanted me to be there?" He smiles widely as he pulls the contents from the envelope.
"Yep, it seems he's grown quite fond of you. I don't know what you guys talked about last night but it seemed to work."
"It wasn't anything special. Just told him I don't love you anymore." He smirks into his coffee cup.
"You don't?!" I feign being hurt, clutching to my chest as I lean my head back dramatically, my other hand draped over my forehead. "I thought we'd run away together"
"Sorry babe." He laughs as he pats my leg. "Now if your husband asked me to runaway..."
"Kook!" I laugh as he wiggles his eyebrows suggestively.
Smiling at each other as we role play damsel and knight in the coffee shop, I feel that everything in my life is finally perfect. My marriage, my job, my friends, everything. And now that I decided to stop being a baby and actually have a baby, I feel like nothing will ever bring me down, I'm far too high for anything to ruin my mood.
"So who's Sarah?"
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