y/n moves to New Jersey for her senior year. 2 years ago both her parents passed away so she lived with her grandparents. She decided she needed to get away. When she did she never thought she would find ...... him... he was the one .
so its been a month ever since my accident and alot has changed. over that period of time i talked to some old friends and my grandparents. i stayed at mattias house for 2 weeks and finally came over my fears and went home . after i left i noticed i have gained alot of wait but mainly in my thighs and butt , i have a little gut but im happy on how my body looks. i havent physically seen the group in about 3 weeks , we would mainly just talk on the phone or text . im going back to school on monday but no one knows that , not even the group . i went to the doctor yesterday and he said i have healed pretty fast and am able to go back to physical school , so i was happy and scared at the same time. i have a feeling something is either gonna make me upset or happy.i have learned to stop overthinking when it isnt necessary thats a plus . i just hope i dont regret coming back to school early.
its currently 5:15 p.m and im on the phone with mattia and ale . " so y/n what are you doing tmr?" ale asked , " nothing as usual " i replied knowing exactly what i will be doing leaving it a surprise. " okay that means we can come over after school" mattia replied , " sure , please this time dont eat all the snacks" i said , " thats not us thats kai and meliyah , they always eat and never want to share!" ale exclaimed . " okay whatever you say , you and mattia are always fighting in my damn kitchen." i laugh , " now your pushing it missy " mattia replied . " you do , and my name is y/n not missy , mister sass." all three of us are just bringing up old memories and laughing our lives away , like there is no tomorrow.
we got off the phone and i put my phone on the charger and walked to the shower. i ran the shower for about 10 minutes before getting in . i washed my hair because it was very oily and needed to wash , i shaved and exfoliated my skin , and i moisturized . then i got out of the shower and put on clothes , i put on i cropped white tank top and some blue shorts no bra or underwear . i walked back to my bathroom and brushed my teeth and did my skin routine . i walked back into my bed room and lotioned my body .
i had to make and indecisive choice of if i wanted to straighten my hair or leave it curly . after sitting for minutes which felt like hours i decided to leave it curly and go to bed . i went down stairs and got an ice cold glass of water and my melatonin because my adhd decides to keep me up at night . i ate my gummy and drank my water . i turned off the lights and ran upstairs , layed in bed and turned my lights off and went to bed .
thursday ; 6:55 a.m
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" okay okay shut upp" . one thing that i didnt miss was waking up so fucking early every single day . well another day back in hell , i sat on the edge of the bed grasping to stay awake . by the time i was finished it was 7:00 , i got up from bed and opened my blinds and played some music, i turned my shower on and wrapped my hair up.
i got out the shower and brushed my teeth and did my skin care . i finished all of that and walked in my closet and tried to find something to wear . i knew this was gonna take awhile so i just made my outfit simple as possible. i ordered somethings from fashion nova and decided to wear my white dress and jeans jacket .
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see i wouldnt wear the jeans jacket but im not trying to get dress coded on my first day back . i did my makeup as simple as possible just eyeliner and highlight . i put on my new air forces with crease guards and some gold jewelry . i gelled my hair up into a high low ponytail curly ponytail and left some strands in the front . its now 7:55 and school starts at 8:30 i just grabbed my purse , phone , bookbag and keys and went to the car. i put the heater on because its kinda chilly outside , i stopped at starbucks and got the group their favorites . we dont even come here often because we dont think its all that but whatever it was close to school . i got everyone's order and headed to school . 5 minutes later im sitting in the parking lot scared to come out but im already here so i just grabbed all my things and came out .
as soon as i stepped out the car a lot of people where whispering and looking at me in the parking lot but i just continued walking to find the group . when i walked in the school i saw the group but there backs were faced to me , they were walking so i just went behind them . " i would get class alot faster if yall would walk the fuck up ." i said . " girl you act like you cant walk the fuck arou-" meliyah turned around . " OMGGG Y/NNNN" meliyah exclaimed . " where do you see y/n at ?" kai said then we met eye to eye " OH Y/NNNN HIII" he came to give me a hug i put the stuff down on the table and they both gave me a hug . " yall if i turn around and she is not here i would fuck you up?" ale said , "just turn around dummy!" i said . he turned around and had the most shocked face ever. " woah y/n you look ..... different" ale said and gave me a hug. " so i got you guys starbucks because it was close. where is mattia and lelani?" i questioned . " oh lelani isnt here because she is sick and mattia went to the bathroom." kai explained . " okay i willl just go see lani after schoola and you guys hide me until mattia comes out .
5 minutes
" hey guys , who got yall starbucks?" mattia asked , " my mom " ale said . im trying hard not to laugh right now only because i find everything funny. " and she didnt get me any?" mattia questioned. " nope" kai said . i walked out from behind them and said " they said you didnt deserve it so i drank it " i smiled . his face lit up and picked my up and twirled me around . " hi to you too mr.polibio" i smiled looking down on him . " you look different" he smiled at me , " yeah your ass is fatter" meliyah laughed . mattia looked at her , i gave mattia his food and drink and we all walked to class.
