you're my drug/ mattia polibio

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- y/n 

" helloooo" i said in a soft tone . 

" hey y/n i wanted to know if you wanted to go to the movies tonight " ale said in a happy tone . 

" and may i ask who all is going ? " i asked squinting my eyes . 

" um , me and lelani and the others " he chuckled . 

" yeah what movie are we watching ? " i asked . " i think its that new mulan movie that came out" he nodded . 

" ok im down , but i swear if mattia is there i will kill yall " i shrugged . 

" okay love you " he said excitedly .

" i love you too " i said than hanged up . 

i checked the time and i still had 2 hours before the movie so i just decided to take a nap . 

( movie night ) 

i woke up from my nap feeling rejuvenated and good . i walked into my closet and grabbed some clothes out . i took out a short light blue sun dress with a jeans jacket .  

i took a nice warm shower and brushed my teeth and washed my face . 

i put on my clothes and my white strap-ons and grabbed my keys and purse . 

" ill be back soon riley " i said locking her in the cage . 

i walked out of the house and locked the doors . i swear if there is any type of funny business all of these hoes getting cut off . 

i text ale and told him that i was on my way .

- the movie theaters

i pulled into the movie theaters parking lot and turned my car off . i reached over in my backseat and grabbed my blanket out the backseat . luckily i keep this thing in the back . 

- alejandro 

we were all waiting for y/n to come and when i tell you i was nervous . 

i looked at everyone and they looked terrified . mattia looked hot asf but i aint gay though. not gonna lie im scared to , she is gonna kill us especially with all her pregnancy hormones . 

" so i know your hiding something , and im gonna need you to tell me " kai whispers in my ears . " even if i wanted to tell you i cant " i shrugged looking out for y/n. 

" pls bro come on i wont say anything " he begged . " nope not happening dude , it will come out sooner or later " i say . 

" fuck you " he said before walking away . 

-y/n pov 

i walked out with my blanket around me because it was mad chilly . i saw the group and they all smiled at me weakly . i looked over to my right and notice someone else .

mattia 

we locked eyes for a bit and my heart just stopped . 

it felt like i couldnt breathe and i couldnt see . my eyes began to water and i just couldnt control it . 

yes i miss him and i love him , i never stopped . i just didnt want to because of what he did to me. 

i rushed pass everyone and went to the bathroom. i heard footsteps following me and a bunch of people calling my names . i stepped inside of a stall and tried to catch my breath . 

i walked out and came to face with the girls , " i knew something was going on the minute ale got on the phone with me " i held like i huge knot in my voice and pointed to the door . 

" we didnt want to do this y/n , we told them you werent ready for this but they just couldnt help it " lelani explained . 

i hate him because he makes it hard for me to love anyone else . my hormones are all over the place , i want to kill him , i want to hold him , and i just want to whoop his ass . 

why cant i just let him go ... he needs to fucking leave . 

" lani i miss him " i sobbed and hugged her and she instantly hugged back . " i know i know " she whispered in my ears . " just try to get through the night , we love you okay " meliyah said and katie joined the hug . 

we walked out of the bathroom and saw the boys standing outside waiting for us . 

" hey you okay ?" ale ran to me being careful . " yeah " i nod and he pulled me in for a hug . " you lucky i dont kill your ass right now " i whispered to kai as he joined the hug and he laughed a little . 

we walk inside of the movie theater and stood in line to pay for our tickets . i couldnt help to notice that mattia couldnt stop staring at me . he began to stand really close to me and i could smell his cologne . 

not gonna lie he smells and looks great. 

i felt someone touch my arm and i quickly pull away . i walked ahead of him and payed for my ticket . " can we please talk ?" he whispers . 

yes i would love too 

"  no i think im good " i quickly respond and walked away with my ticket . 

he caught up to me and forcefully grabbed arm . i looked at everyone and they all had smiles on their faces . 

" so did you guys-" kai was about to ask . " no we arent " i say with and attitude . " baby please let me -" 

" no mattia , you left and didnt feel like telling me , you made me feel vunarable and idiotic. yes mattia i do miss you , i missed you everyday you were gone but you hurt . if you loved me would have cared enough to talk to me , but no . i would have understand this was something important to you and i would have accepted it . " i cried and he broke down . 

" no you dont get to cry especially after what you did , you didnt even think think to call or text . so dont bring that sorry excuse that you love me " i yanked my arm out of his hand and wiped my tears . 

" please y/n im sorry , i truly am . i tried and tried but i couldnt do it . i didnt realize it was wrong until last minute - i just want to talk-" he cries even harder . 

" no now let me go " i tried to get out of his grip but he was to strong  . 

" no i love you please im sorry " he said . 

" let.me.go" i say sternly and he gave in . 

i walked pass everyone into the movie theater and sat in my seat . thankfully mattia and ale switch seats so i wouldnt have to sit next to him . 

then the movie began.