When love happenes

Chaoter 59 Alex

I just came off phone to dr Mills I turn around to fine Lilly not there I didn't even see her move off the sofa.I look around house couldn't find her she not in garden but I can't find her.then all hear Lilly crying she's under the stairs she's holding on the scan of twins before we lost lexi I know today is gonna be hard it never gets easier a lot has happen today lexi death laceys overdose and now finding out Lilly has cancer what else could go wrong.
I bend to Lilly's hight here eyes are red raw and very puffy you tell she hasn't stopped crying she looks at me and wipes her tears
Alex-baby I'm here I know it don't get any easier our daughter will be watching over us we will never stop living here she always in our hearts baby.
Lilly-I never want to forget about her she was our baby
Alex-we never will I promise you
Lilly-al why aren't you leaving me for everything I have done now
Alex-lils No I'm never leaving you never we will get through this baby
Lilly-Alex I'm going to die I no I am I need you took promise me your move on and be happy and please look after kiss and treasure them everyday
She starts crying I can't pain in her eyes but I'm in so much pain with her saying stuff like this
Alex-NO STOP! You are not fucking leaving me your not going die we all fucking love you so much I pay every penny I have to get you best treatment but first you need get ready we gotta go hospital I spoke to dr Mills he want you now
Lilly-no I'm not going I don't want hook up on machines to die I want spend what Time I have left you and baby's and family and friends please Alex don't hate me for this but can't go.
Alex-please Lills I beg you do this I want you fight this you can beat this I'm going with you I want you see our kids grow up and watch you siblings become adults you have amazing career something you always dream of please fight this I can loose you I'm nothing with out please I beg her while crying on her lap
She brush her hand through my hair
Lilly-I love you so much ok I'll fight as much I can but baby I really don't think it work I feel like I'm slipping away I'm sorry I love you all I don't want die but this is out of my hands
Alex-just fight it we can fight it please just try
Lilly-okay babe I'll try
Alex-I love you so much always and forever
Lilly-love you always and forever

I got ready and help Lilly with her bags I know she been spending time in hospital for abit it worth it to get her better and back we're she belongs.
We Reach the hospital dr Mills greets us put in a room and nurse comes out to take Lilly for scan see fat cancer is so now I'm sat here eating they said it could be 1 hour wait so I decide I need phone chase and Kat I decide ring kat first
Katie-hello al is everything okay
Alex-no Kat it is not I find out what been going out I didn't want tell you like this but I need tell you and chase Liam together kids can not find out any of this
Katie-chase is here with Lacey she with the kids and in the spare room I can put you aloud speaker and shut door while tell us what's going on
Alex-yes
Katie-your on aloud speaker al what going is everything okay
I start to cry I think they can hear me
Chase-Alex son what the matter is Lilly okay??
Alex-it's Lilly she has cancer she's known for months and didn't tell anyone she's got stage 2 but we are hospital now they took her for scan check it has gone any further
Chase-what my Lilly has cancer I'm coming to hospital now
Alex-you can't I need you watch Lacey she needs you right now please don't leave her
Chase fine keep us date on everything son
Katie-why didn't tell anyone or even me she tells me everything she say sing crying into the phone
Alex-I feel like she's giving up she didn't want to fight I had forced and beg her to come here 
Liam-the main hint is now getting her better she will fight this and Alex don't worry about kids we have them just get Lilly better
Chase-I'll help with the kids
Alex-thank you all I keep you update on everything
Katie-please make her fight I can loose her
I put phone down and sr comes in
Dr Mills -Alex could we have chat please
I nod my head
Dr Mills-well Lilly cancer has gone worse she's in stage 3 now but we can still treat it she can have op today it's 8 hour operation she will be put to sleep through out of it and she will have to have support at home for her recovery and there are risk
Alex-will she survive it if she will there so please and what are the risks
Dr Mills-well there change we might not get it all there chance forgot who she is there she could have blood clots and not walk again but this chance are very slim I need you think I need you to call her father he needs sign the papers as your not husband yet he needs to decide as Lilly isn't herself to choice
Alex-I'm her fiancée and please tell Me she survive this surgery
Dr Mills I'm sorry Alex I can't go against hospitals rules and this is her best chance to survive I can't promise you be okay but I don't something could happen but this is only chance as she is in stage 3
Alex-I get dad down now
Dr Mills thank you
The doctor walk out I phone chase
Chase-Alex is everything okay Lilly okay right
Alex-yes but we need to sign some papers her cancer spread she's on stage 3 they said she need this surgery it's 8 hours but it's best chance she could have but any few risk
I tell chase all of risk what doctors tell me
Chase-why can't sign it your already there
Alex-I'm not husband yet
Chase that's most supine thing ever I'll head down but gonna have bring Lacey
Alex-okay see you in abit
20 mins later
Lacey-Alexxxx why am I at hospital my stupid father wouldn't tell me
Alex-he just need sign som paper work then head back to Kat or your dads
Lacey-no I want stay with you
Alex-can't sweetie you need spend time with dad
Lacey-I'm sorry what I have done please I want come home
Alex-Lacey come here listen I would have back at home but I'm not going home right now please stay your dads and I know your sorry please just talk us if feel like this again never do this please
Lacey-I will never do it again I promise but I want stay you why can't go home to Lilly please I want my sister I need her
My eye fill up when saying she wants Lilly she wants her sister
Alex-Lacey please not now your see your sister soon I promise
Lacey-where is Lilly what you hiding is she here this why you here WHERE IS MY SISTER?? She shoutes
Alex-please Lace calm down just go to your dads everything Lilly ok
I go hug her
Lacey-get fuck off me I am going find my sister
Chase-lacey! Language come let go lace
Lacey runs off look at every room I go get her but before I do she found Lilly
Lacey-Lilly Lilly what happened?
Lilly-oh lace come here sweetie
Lacey-they won't tell anything please tell me what's going on
Lilly-lace we trying protect you everything you going through I don't want to add to it I'm fine just stay with dad and be good please Lacey I love you never forget that
Lacey-no Lilly please stop it I want to know I need know tell me what's going on 
Alex-come on lace your dad is gonna take you back now
Lacey-no I am not leaving my sister something going I can tell she well now tell me what's going I'm not leaving here
Lilly-Alex its okay just gonna need to know
Alex-alright lace I know going be hard to hear but I need to be brave
Lacey-nods and sit next Lilly
Lilly-listen to me i love you and Jake so much and my baby I never want to leave you ever but I have cancer lace I'm in stage three which mean it's very strong but I'm going have surgery they try and remove it
Lacey burst out crying and hugging Lilly
Lacey-please don't leave me you everything Lilly your my sister can't live without you you been there for me in hardest times I need you and now I'm going be here for you I'm not leaving and I'm sorry for what I've put through please fight
Lilly-I'm going try my best sweetie I love you I don't want leave you or anyone else but Lacey I might no make it I need to brave for me I need to stay with dad or even stay kat I think she might want to see you
Lacey-I can't leave you no I'm not saying goodby to you please don't make me
Lilly-the surgery is for 8 hours you need go home to sleep
Lacey-I will go kat then but I am not going sleep intill I know your okay I love you much Lilly Your my sister  my best-friend please fight it fuck you cancer!!
Chase-lace what have I said language!
Me and Lilly burst out laughing
Chase-I'm happy see you smiling Lilly I've sorted the paperwork out I love so much I see you after
Lilly-she's fine dad she's right let's shout Lacey
Lilly/Lacey-FUCK YOU CANCER!!
Lilly-dad love you to now need all todo something don't want Jake to find out yet his away on football trip I don't want to worry when his there we wait till he comes back okay
Chase-okay I'll take Lacey back to Kat I'll be back tomorrow
Alex-I'm gonna stay here with you lils I can't leave you
Lacey-well I want stay too then
Lilly-no lace your going to Kat and you Alez but can with me intill go then want to you go kat please
Alex-I want stay with you
Lilly gives me the death glare which get me every time she know it too
Alex-fine
After Lacey and chase so by Lilly it was hard to get Lacey to go but I said be there soon only way she would leave Lilly
Dr Mills-hello Lilly are you ready Lilly nods then then turns to me kisses me
Lilly-ale remember what I said please if this doesn't work out
Alex-no this isn't a goodby don't you dare your gonna right this and I'm gonna see you in 8 hour please fight baby I love you we all love you
Lilly-I'm so I love you too and I'll do my best babe
Alex-always and forever
Lilly-always and forever baby we both kiss which didn't want it to end I fall to floor and i see Liam coming towards me
Liam-al come on she been fine she's got this
Alex why are you here she not fucking no what will happen I loose her she everything I mean everything to me she my she's my angel I can't live without her I can't I will not survive I tell you
Liam-Lilly text kat to come grab you and bring back she don't want you alone while she's in surgery and she will fight this she is strong come let's go your kids want to see you and Lacey needs you at the moment