When love happenes

Chapter 64 lilly

It's been 4 weeks now I'm back home still very upset but I'm get through this day by day with Alex by side.I start back at work soon Alex wasn't pleased but I can't stay in this house I need out go enjoy my carer and start living my life to fullest.Alex has football match against England where we both grew up his gonna be gone tomorrow for 6 weeks he didn't want go but I forced him his captain off football ny1 team he needs be there it's fuckingWorld Cup he need lead his team and Liam will be there Katie gonna be staying with for abit I've hired a baby sitter I didn't want to but I need get back to work I miss it I need to get my life back on track.
Alex get me out of thoughts come in Sulking today is day he head off. I'm straightening my hair at my dresser and come behind me and out arm around me  and kisses my check.
Alex-baby please don't make me go I want stay here with and kids
Lilly-no babe it's for 6 weeks I'm gonna miss you so much but we face time talk everyday we can but you need go your a football start you need lead your team  jake is so excited he wants to be like you he gonna watch you in tv well we are we rooting for you babe.
Alex-but .....
Lilly-no buts I'm okay now it's been 3 weeks I'm back on feet I'm cancer free I'm fine you don't need worry about me I promise we are all fine now go make me proud of my man I love
Alex-I love so much soon as I'm back your gonna become my wife I'm telling you
Lilly-I can't wait to become Mrs creeds love you too now go get ready I'm driving you to airport
Alex-okay baby
Alex finally got ready bay sitter turn up she's lovely her name is Emily and she's 25 sarah my boss recommend her she met my kids few time she's brilliant with them Lacey been help her out too which is lovely to see.Alex give Logan and Bella big kiss and hug I could see in eyes he didn't want leave them
Logan-dadddy we going miss you but I see you on tv
Alex-I'm going miss you both so much I love you you both yes son your see me on tv and I'll try and FaceTime you mom to see you both these weeks will go quick he says while his eyes look so sad he gives them one last kiss then turns to Lacey and jake
Alex-now you too Lacey please behave help your sister around house no attitude please Lacey
Lacey-of course Alex I'll miss you indint want you to go but I know you have to
Alex-phone my FaceTime text me if need me I'm in the other side of the phone I miss you too
Jake-I wish I was coming with you hopefully next time I can and maybe I'll might miss you
Alex-of course your miss me anyway when I get back I've the ticket for football match we can go together and it's v.I.p  so your get meet the the players
Jake-omg no way thank you Alex your best
Alex whispers in jake ear
Alex-do me favour watch your sister look after them for me your the man house while I'm way
Jake-of course
They all give Alex hug Lacey didn't want let go but she finally did
Lilly-Lacey are you going out or are staying with Emily and kids
Lacey-I was thinking staying here I might have Jessie over if that's okay we be in the garden and of course we help Emily if she needs anything.
Lilly-yes that's fine Lacey if need anything phone me
Lacey-okay love you
Lilly-love you behave

As we reach airport Alex grabs his bags from the car I get out lock the car hand his hand walk inside.my heart beat so fast I don't want him to go but he needs this.we reach where the stairs where I cant go any further we stop just stair at each other hands hands he move his hand and move hair from my face.
Alex-baby this hardest thing I've ever done is leaving you for six we haven't left each since I got you back.
Lilly-I know babe I don't want to you to go but this will be amazing for you can't wait to hear all about it watch my man the start player on tv I'm sorry I can't come with you.
Alex-come here Mrs creeds to be I love you so much please phone me and face time me I'm gonna miss you every single moment I'm away from you
Alex give me a big kiss then walk away up the stairs as he get to top he turns around looks at me in tears and shouted
Alex- I love you Lilly Rhys always will
I mouth I love you too and blow him a kiss he walks away I walk to my car.my phone buzzes it's text
Alex❤️-stop the tears baby I love you I miss you already these weeks will fly by I see you very son I love you Lills😍😍 xxxx
Lilly-have good flight babe I Love you always 🥰🥰 xxxx
Someone knock on my widow
Katie-Lilly you okay girl ?
Lilly-Kat you scared me then yes I'm okay just gonna miss him so much I don't how I'm gonna cope has Liam catch up with Alex
Katie-yes I dropped him off he's text me his with Alex now just about to board the plane I gonna miss him and your be fine girl you have me I'll meet at yours later
Lilly-yes that's fine Lacey there jake at training I'm not sure what I'll be back going to work
Katie-text me later girl love you babe
Lilly-okay love you girl

Me and Kat say our goodby I head to work I can't stop thinking about my Alex.As I walk into walk all media is outside asking me question taking photos of me.shit I can't crawl into a whole now or ground swallow me up.Then all sudden Sarah come out grabs pull me inside tell them no press today
Sarah-I'm sorry should of told you come around the back they haven't stop for weeks asking question about you wanted a interview
Lilly-I think best to give a interview now it's been weeks since I came out hospital otherwise rummies gonna keep speeding I wanna put my side out there now
Sarah-okay I can organise that for later if that's okay but today you have a photo shoot Are you sure about coming back yet
Lilly-yea let's do I want be back this is my happy place I say we both start laughing
Lilly-so this photo shoot what this for
Sarah-well we need focus on your next album and we was thinking about a tour there place England me our first stop then here if your up for it
Lilly-when will this be as your aware Alex is in England for World Cup I can't leave my kids here alone.
Sarah-well only if your up for it Tasha Alex mom is coming here tomorrow she wants look after the kids as long up for it and you take few guest with as I think you might want Lacey with you as this will be in 3 weeks
Lilly-omg yea plus I get see Alex at some point and I'd take lacey&jake with me get Jake ticket to his game to they will love it I can't believe I'm getting a tour
Sarah-this is going be amazing and yes that would amazing for you to take your sibling and to Alex thank you for agree for the tour,your have your own bus with name and pictures in that why we need the photo shoot today ticket are going to sold in minutes.
Lilly-thank you for everything Sarah I couldn't done anything like this without you
Sarah-now stop talking go get ready...
later on after the photo shoot It's just gone 10 I did text Kat saying be staying late she head over she said she will sort kids out let Emily get off so I message Emily to thank her now too.
I walk in the house it very quiet
Katie-hello sexy mama
Lilly-oh shut it you it's very quiet have you settle kids down
Katie-kids are all sleep Lacey is her room and jack kicking football outside his abit upset they he can't go and see Alex.
Lilly-well I've got some amazing news for you all but I'll wait for me get change and tell you all and let open wine tonight
Katie-this must be good news for you have glass on wine on work days and you seems really happy
I go to get change I'm in my pjs now gonlacey room who still does have door
Lilly-Lacey you wanna come down stair I've got something tell you all
Lacey-what's going on is everything okay 
Lilly-yea everything fine come on down I'll tell you
I shout for Jake to come in you can see his upset and in mood let hope this changes mind because I brought ticket to Alex matches when we there let see there faces now.
Lacey-come tell us then
Lilly-well you know I went back to work today I found out I'm going on tour
Jake-what so your leaving us too looks like we gotta go to dads then he sulks
Lilly-let me finish,this tour only has to stop England and Newyork!!
Lacey-isn't that wee no Alex is and new York is here so can't be in two places at once
Lilly-no lace I can't but in 3 weeks I be over in England for 2 weeks and then 2 weeks on tour here
Katie-aww in congrats babe so happy for you do you need help with kids
Lilly-hold on there more Trisha Alexa mom is going come have kids for few weeks and dad is going help aswell
Jake-see I knew you leave too why does everyone have leave us here.
Lilly-Jake I'm not leaving you I promise
Lacey-I'm so happy for you Lilly but how can promise not leave us if  your not here
Lilly-well you know school out now and I can take people with me I want you both me with me and Katie I would like you too
Katie-omg yes I would love too let check if I can get liams mum to baby sit
Lilly-my dad said he would help and Trisha too if need too
Katie-well I'm in then I can't wait to tell Liam
Lilly-no listen all we can not tell Alex or Liam everything I need you promise me it's gonna be surprise
Lacey-yes an I love sis I'm so proud of you
Jake-thank you so much Lilly and thank you for never leaving us
Lilly-of course I love you both I never like to leave you always want here with me and guess what this means jake I've got ticket to Alex matches
Jake-omg fucking yea he shouted
Lilly-ok language mr..
Jake thank you so much this all I ever wanted
Lilly-I live both you need keep this quiet and tomorrow we go shopping for our trip and you need get bed
Lacey-okay night Lilly kat and jake and thank you for everthing sis
Jake-thank you night guys
Katie-well this going to fun come let chill and drunk
Lilly-bring it on