When love happenes

Chapter 62 lilly

After Lacey and jake went even though they didn't want to I didn't want speak to dr infront of them so they head to kats hopefully I'll be home soon we can all go home then
Dr Mills -hello miss Rhys good see you awake
Lilly-thank you see how did the surgery go did you get it
Dr-we told Alex and your dad everything but some part we couldn't tell him till you was awake
I look over Alex who eyes start water be hold my hand
Lilly-okay dr does this mean I was too late I still have cancer don't I
Dr-no miss Rhys we got all he cancer your cancer free as I told Alex and your dad but you had some compercations one of them which I could tell Alex till you was awake is that you were pregnant and 12 weeks gone
Alex-was? 12 weeks? Now not?
He says as tears run down his check
Dr-yes miss Rhys was pregnant I'm very say because of surgery and full force cancer the baby died during the treatment and there more
Lilly-WHAT MORE COULD THERE BE?? I shout
Dr-I'm afraid you had blood cloth and you need blood transfusion and ripped the utttus which mean There a chance you may never be able to have any more kids
I start cry I hold Alex hand I don't say a word just cry he sit next me and cuddles me
Dr-I leave you too it I'm sorry about your loss
Alex-baby I'm so sorry you had go through this
Lilly-Al can't cope anymore it all too much I have worse luck going my daughter died I end up with cancer then another baby dies and now I can't even have anymore kids hen got Lacey who has been through so much then she tries kill her self everything my fault what did I do deserve all this I cry and cry
Alex-Lills listen I know it hard and been through a kiss before we are together I will be here right by side I'll never leave you and none of this is your fault do you hear me none of is I promise you we will get thought this together
I don't say a word I don't want to talk why has my life ended up like this Alex everyone would be better without me
Alex-Lills I love you please talk to me I'm here we will get through his together
Alex point of view:
She won't talk to me I said few things she was talking then all sudden stopped she blaming her self for everything now she won't say anything at all.
Knock knock
Kat walks in
Katie-hello Alex how is she
Alex-crossed off again
I tell her everything that dr said
Kat walks over to the bed
Katie-Lilly look at me now I know this fucking hard well I don't know how you feel I have been through this I now it's not far how much you have gone through but babe please talk to someone me Alex anyone you need to speak to someone you can't close off like this not heathy
She don't say word her eyes are open and full of tears she just stairs at the wall not saying anything but all sudden she move off the bed ripped the wires off her
Alex-Lilly no baby you can't get up lie back down please you had major surgery
She pushes pass me and Katie goes grab her she moves fast so she couldn't grab her  she looks like she in a lot pain rushes off before I could catch her
Dr Mills-Alex,where Lilly she shouldn't be walking around yet she's not healed
Alex-I couldn't stop her she's not taking she pulled wire off her rushes past us before could we're she went
Dr Mills-she in shock Alex give her time but for now it's important me find her she could be hurt
Alex-okay I'm going find her
Katie-I'll help
dr Mills send blue code out which meant missing patient everyone needs find her I'm worried where's could of gone
Tash-Alex where you going in hurry where's Lilly
Alex-mom what are you doing here I need find Lilly she gone missing mom I can't find her
Tash-talk to me tell me everything I'm here I seen the media I need be here for you both
I tell my mother everything I could even about losing another baby and now she could be hurt we don't know where she gone
Tasha-right we going find her we look this girl she's been through so much we need make sure she's not hurt
I run off looking for her 1 hour I still can't find her i come cross chapel and I she her sitting right at front she looks so broken
iPhone my mom and Katie let them know where we are that I'm about to in there gonna tell doctor to called blue code off....